Sunday, September 11, 2005

i cant deny anymore. i really really really am in love with you. oh Lord. do i really have to always come to realise your importance again and again. perhaps a reminder. ahhh. Lord, everytime when i worship you, there's this strong urge of dropping down to my knees. i cant stand to worship you because i need to kneel on my knees. Lord, that's how awesome you are. i need you more then i need the world. oh Lord, i can only praise you and thank you for bringing me through all my different trials of life. i need to learn how to further express myself to you. Lord give me the strength, strength to move on from discouragement, from problems, from happiness, from sharing and more. Lord i just praise you and thank you for all that you've done for me. It surpasses my imagination of what people will do and can do. You're simply amazing.

oh. i had a wonderful day, did you? God made wonderful people dont he. i mean, not everyone's nice, but oh well, the people around me, they're cool! met zhengxian for breakfast finally again. haha. we're gonna form the breakfast club. any takers? had a good chat and we were both admiring this girl who's simply adorable. ok, that sounds wrong. but never mind. i'm sure you get what i mean. then i went for Potato cell and er.. i saw newspaper all over the table? haha. i'm glad that majority came today. what a waste janel candice and grace werent around, or else, we'll have full attentance? hmm. we shifted our location twice. the first was from the room to the playground.(it's weird that the sunday sch uses the room we used. and i found out they open up the room to make it bigger. ahhhh.) then we were at the playground where small flies infested the area. so we shifted to JORDAN hall. ahh. right smack in the middle. but oh well, zhon's cell was there too. we did prayers, or rather, the girls were writing prayers while qing and myself were, talking. haha. well, we need to know how's our walk and stuff. and yea, i admit i've been really emotional. haha. (i'm trying hard not to sound moody) so we ended with amanda and yiying submitting their prayers and we close with only amanda karmen and yiying, because i forgot about it. haha.

qing and myself then walked to paul's place. we were just talking larx. like what else can you do beside talk? oh well, we reached paul's place and gerry was sleeping. haha. qing wanted to maple, but i dont allow. hahaha. she was pouting for awhile, but well, dont want her to play now larx. hmmm. today's MSG was very spirit led i believe. we were thinking of what ice breakers to do. from following lee to whine, to who can finish lee's horfun first. haha. we end up with my idea which was actually like the food match game. we will choose one song to sing, then the last word of that song will lead to the beginning of the next song. it's super tough larx. hahaha. but i think we had fun trying to change chords and stuff. and our last song-no greater love, became our word for today. how cool was that? indeed God's love is amazing. and its only because of Him that i can be able to love. *shrugs* after word, we prayed for the people having exams and its really refreshing i guess. i wanted to quote one verse from psalm. but i forgot where. it's something like -"the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom" anyway, if any of you are reading this, remember, fear the Lord! fear as in like in awe yeah. =)

spent my day with my parents and sis, and i just realise how nice it is once again. haha. i love my parents and sis. did i mention it before? haha. right. i've realise a love that is beyond asking for return. i want to prac that towards people around me. all of you, are important me. let's continue to grow in the Lord. =)

He blessed me at 6:48 PM



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