the weekend is good as usual. being soaked in his presence, meeting up with people close to your heart, to fellowship and worship God together. just pure cool. (: i'm indeed thankful for everything God has given to me. all these are His gift to me isnt it?
yesterday's ys was cool. not because of the music, not because of the program, but because of the HEART to want to worship God, the HEART yearning for more of Him. beautiful isn't it. the whole event wouldnt come to a complete end without the involvement of most of the ministries of the ys and of course each and every cell groups in the ys. doing up the cell board, ahhh, a chore to me because we have to design and stuff, and i totally sucked at art. however, i'm thankful for my girls, who have been willing to help whenever asked. yesterday manderr helped to draw up the potato which was destroyed last week. thanks manderr! (:
and so, praise and worship, prayers.. ahh. can you just feel God's presence in there. sometimes you just feel like some rubbish, not deserving of His great love and stuff. but He loves us, you and me. its a FACT. i couldnt help but thank God again and again for my girls. i couldnt help but thank God again and again for msg. i couldnt help but thank God again and again for wohwoh. these people are just there to encourage me and sometimes let me know that i've been good. (: God gave us friends for a reason. (: __________________________
as for today, i woke up super early because my parents were involved in the breakfast counter thingy today. i was quite bored doing nothing. all the little ones were quite enthu about helping out. haha. which is good. *nods* had little cell and i forgot to bring my book. like how can it be. ahhh. all the notes i wrote inside. almost went crazy. however, i have to admit this is one of the times i actually enjoyed doing word for my cell. haha. not that i never enjoy, but perhaps i did not prepare enough. the girls are having exams now, so yea, gotta keep them in prayers that they would not freak out or anything. my girls are paranoid over EVERYTHING. haha. i still love them! right qing? (:
was at third level and just catching up with cherie, zhon, ed, lee. quite funny, all the nonsense we talk about. sometimes, all these nonsense just keep us sane right? haha. went to paul's place for cell-homeground. haha. today's word was a little dry for me. maybe its the weather, or my back, or my lack of sleep. i was floating in and out of my conscious. haha. weird way of phrasing though. oh well. after cell, xian and gerry were playing the shi, shi wu that game larx. haha. so funny the way they play.
then then then, feli, cherie, gerry, lee, zhon and ed, we went for lunch together. so fun. went to bishan j8 cafe cartel. on the way there, was talking alot more to zhon, which is nice. (: been so long since i last had a proper chat with any of them. yea man, the education system sucks time away from us. lunch was nice, because the company's nice. (: i'm just happy about how things are falling into places. __________________________
coffee club called me during cell. totally wrong timing, and to think she was doing a second round interview. all i answered was yea, yes, erm.. ok, shouldnt be a problem. those few words kind of thing. after much thinking, i've decided to tell her i do not want to take up the job. not that i dont want a job, however, i know i cant commit any weekends for work because church definitely come first, or rather, God definitely come first. and i guess, its not fair to be causing them problems there, so i guess, not working there would be the best idea. *shrugs* lets see what they say tomorrow. __________________________
anyhows, i have a lot of ideas running through my head, just cant seem to pen it down. perhaps its not meant to be posted on the blog which is so public. so, i guess, its ending here. i need to go lie down soon or something like that. so people, GOD BLESS YOU and HE LOVES YOU!! (:
beautiful one i love you, beautiful one i adore, beautiful my soul must sing(: