guess late night blogging is entering my blood. haha. it's like dont know how many time have i been indulging in late night blogging. i guess, perhaps that's where your emotions run high. hahaha. and, one guilty note to make, i din study much today.
oh well, my day was cool. did i mention about me having a nightmare of how my cell member wake me up. hahaha. ahh. madness. i was like so frightened during the dream, but when i woke up and recall, i was laughing. hahaha. the stupid things my cell member and i do. but hey, i love them like totally. whoever bullies them you die ar.. haha.
oh ya, went to heartland mall for dinner with my parents and sis. wanted sakae but too many people, so we settled for thai express. i tell you the tom yam still rocks larx. though i din have it. but my mum was having it. woohoo. drinking the tom yam soup remind me of the nonsense i did with boon auntie kylie and mel when we were in our formal wear eating thai express at esplanade. haha. then i went hunting for flowers. goodness, the aunty got some problems wrapping up the my flowers. haha. and she gave me too much change. i din realise until when i went back to return my mum the money. i was too lazy to walk back. so yea. not being honest? i dont know, i was rushing for time too larx. hmm.
went for service at the chapel, and i got a shock when the lift went up to the first level and i saw my cell members streaming into the lift. haha. dont know why i was shocked too. service was ok larx. the topic is like so, simple yet deep. haha. but worship really make me wanna stand in awe of Him larx. God's intense presence is there that you cannot but want to just lift your hands up to Him. cool cool cool. anyway, after service was surprise for lee, but i couldnt stay. you see, my parents and sis are like waiting for me and stuff, and they dont like all these. so i had to bid farewell to them before lee come. but i'm just glad lee enjoyed herself. my twin!! once my twin, forever my twin. hahaha.
you know, i look back and witness the changes in my life from then till now, and i'm amaze how much closer i got with my church friends. its always great to be having people who are having the same values/goals/blablabla. be it you're at which level and stuff, male or female, that special bond is there. keeping us together. and i'm just thankful for this group of closely knitted friends. although you see the shift of the youth service population and attendance, but i strongly believe, it will change for the better. really. God is working within each and everyone of us. look at how MSG are knitted together. i wont dare say for Potatoes now, but i know both qing and my efforts will be paid off one day. One day we'll see potatoes being the ones who lead a new generation, one day we'll see potatoes watching over each other, one day we'll see potatoes praying for each other and others, one day Potatoes will be knitted closely.
i was really quite distant from Potatoes. and i tell you, i never understand nor try to get what they want and stuff. i mean, until now, i'm still learning. and really, my deepest heart desire for them is to be closely knitted together, that each and everyone of them personal relationship with God is good. and you know, i just love Potatoes so much.
much as many people play a part in my life changing chapter, i can only thank God for those who stood by me. really. from the church people to my coursemates, to my classmates, to my friends. God sending his blessing to me. i'm cool with all of these and i want more!
sad maybe what i feel sometimes, anger, frustration, being irritated, annoyed. ahh. i'm a sinner, but to Him, i'm a brand new creation. i know my emotions fluctuate, but i know deep down I'm being loved by him and that's all that matters. i guess, its normal for humans to yearn for love/affection to be shown outwardly right.
alrighty, i've said quite abit, and its high time i go to bed. pray for my exams. i'll always be praying for you. =)
stay happy. because that's all that matters to me and Him.