Thursday, October 20, 2005

driving me nuts..

你在哪里?
这些年来如意不如意?
还快乐?还单纯?还美丽?
时光如何对你?
我在这里
人海中一座岛屿
很平静
风平浪静
只除了深夜里
回忆会疯狂来袭

我很想你
你知道吗
如果可以
就让我再见你
美好微笑清澈眼睛
好确定那持离
只毁了我一个而已
我很想你
听见了吗? woo~
这是唯一我无解的困境
那些过去
不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息
都不是你
我只想爱你

我在哪里?
你会不会偶尔好奇?
有没有
曾经怀疑?
我说我会忘记
只是种好意
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i like the song. though its a little cheesy, but i like it. i'm probably never got so irritated before until yesterday and today, and well, more to come i supposed. from the time i stepped into the house yesterday they drilled non-stop until well, they had to stop because of the law. then early this morning, at 8 they started drilling and drilling and drilling until now. i've heard 6hrs of non-stop drilling already and still more to come. i don't understand what's there to drill. ok larx. you renovate your house or whatever, but it's like, AHHHHHH. ok larx, i should be nice and patient right? but you see, when people dont have enough sleep, they tend to get irritated easily. especially if one is being prevented from sleeping.

ahhh. someone shoot me please. cannot take it anymore. i was kicking and screaming to myself in the morning to vent my frustration and anger. just imagine the scene larx. i think its quite funny. haha. and guess till what extend i went onto to get those drilling noise away from me? i blast my ipod, i hide myself with my pillows and bolster under my very thick blanket and with two pillows pressing against me ear. ahhhhh. and its going on and on and on and on. thank goodness i'm not having any important exams now, or i'll just go over to my neighbour's place and start shouting at them. and from then on, i'll get out of the house the min they start drilling and be home only when they've stopped drilling.

i was complaining to my mum how inconsiderate they were for drilling non-stop because apparently i'm totally zapped off my energy after training and only 2hrs sleep. my mum asked me to sleep in the hall or her room which is total madness. like what can beat your own bed. ok. i'm sorry for ranting non-stop. i'm just irritated by the noise. i probably go bonkers soon. and my ear drums gonna burst soon, from listening to the drill and blasting my music hoping to overpower that noise.
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now at 1539, they are still drilling. kill me please. i'm just oh-so-irritated by it larx. ahhhhhhhhhh. sigh... it's hard to not forget the negative emotions right and put up a strong front.. i dont feel like blogging anymore. with the drilling going on non-stop, i probably be in a very foul mood, and i might end up typing things i might regret, so shall just leave it at that.

He blessed me at 2:09 PM



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