this song is nice. besides being a love song as usual, i think we can look at it from a different perspective. you know, everyone actually delude themselves to a certain extent. like you're working, and you're very upset, however, you dont bring in that emotion, instead you bring in a smile. you know like, the outside world dont know how sad you are and you just take it upon yourself. i thought it applies to a lot of people. many of times, emotions and work, both have got to be separate issues. its tough larx, but well, if we dont, more problems would arise. haha. pretty sad huh.
however, something to be happy about.i got a letter from her. the little girl whom MSG is sponsoring. i'm gonna bring the letter on sunday, and i'll reply her soon. it's so exciting. her hand is growing bigger you know. haha. its quite heartwarming to know that she's doing fine and you know, still healthy and also to know that world vision is educating her with God's word too. really cool. (:
i still remembered i started out sponsoring this child with God's Children and i wanted to sponsor a child from maybe mongolia or tibet or china. and i sent out my request for sponsoring a child, and came this little girl from south africa. i immediately shut off and told myself, maybe we'll sponsor another time. but then i was hit by the fact that is, i'm here to do a good deed. it doesnt matter who i want to help, but who God arranged for us to help. and so, i started sponsoring her with my old cell group.
as time passes, my old cell group disintergrated until, i dont know much of their whereabouts too. its quite sad. and its quite a high burden on me to just sponsor her alone. because i dont want my parents to be paying for my deeds. and so i was looking out for people who wants to share this sponsorship with me. or else, i might end it. which means, lesser money for world vision to develop the place to be a better environment for the kids there. and God spoke to MSG i believe. that's why we're doing this good deed together.
i feel so happy just witnessing her growth. i bet this is how parents feel when they see their kids grow up to be a fine person. (: _____________________________
anyway, i went out today and the kindergarden kids were having some sort of an outing on the MRT. haha. they're so cute larx. i could just grab one of them and start playing with them. but i was in a very uncomfortable position so i just look at them having fun. they're really very cute, and i guess, they are all quite easy to please. all i see on their faces were smiles after smiles. it's so sweet. kids, they're just adorable. its almost impossible to hate them. haha. though not all are good and nice kids, but majority are cool larx. (:
met boon and lihiang at tiong bahru for movie. so weird to go all the way to tiong bahru. hahaha. corpse bride, is such a short movie. shortest movie i ever watched. the whole show is very dark. dark humour larx. haha. but nonetheless, quite nice. i like the songs. hahaha. and we went to sentosa to eat at sakae sushi. haha. well oh well. we spend alot of time catching up and its cool. really. actually, i'm quite looking forward to the start of school term. and praying hard for my cds subject.
i think we're meeting to go sing karaoke on tuesday. (: like i say, i THINK. so, oh well. i'm suppose to arrange, so let's see how things go. hmmmmmm. i better sleep. before the drill begins once again. ciao.