when placed in the crowd i thought i saw you. trying hard to look through them just to find me. and then, when i thought i found you you werent there anymore. but you told me heart to have faith and know you're always there... _________________________
i'm in some sort of a blogging frenzy now. ok larx, maybe not. but i just thought i should blog, since i have nothing to do. i'm bored bored bored. ): and i had 3dreams earlier on. how cool. ok, because i woke up twice and slept back. first was 0651, then 1034. now, i'm finally awake, but there's nothing for me to do!!! anyway all 3 dreams got my churchies in them. so funny. but the dream i have was a funny dream larx. we do stupid stuff. hahaha.
you know 0651 and 1320 this 2 time that i woke up was caused by the same person. kill me please. hahaha. but nah, its ok. i should have known better and switch off my hp. i knew something like this would happen today to me. ): boo. aiya, but never mind, who ask this person to be that person. humph. _________________________
oh ya, i thought of what i wanted to blog about. about humility. i think something most of us fail to have most of the time. for example, when our exams results are good, we will go like ask our other friends and some sort of compare the result. or like when we take driving and pass the first time, we go round telling people. i mean, not that its not good to share your achievements, but, where does God come into the picture now? there, you got it. we need God to appear in our picture most of the time.
well, i failed in that too larx. no doubt. but i'm trying hard to change to be more God-centered. its like, i got a very bad mouth larx. well, towards some people that is. and i'll talk bad about this person bla bla bla. but you know, its wrong! moreover its done behind their backs, and that is gossip. ahhh. that's so so wrong. i'm gonna change this bad point of me. and i know i can do it, because He's there for me. (:
next, we people, we tend to be very judgemental towards certain points. thinking we're the right one, but what makes you think so?! because in this world, no one is perfect. dont be shy to admit that you're not perfect. because God shines through our imperfection. so now, i will want to be someone who gives advice and stand on a more neutral based. (:
ok larx, i dont seem to be talking about humility. i'm like telling you all my flaws. *shy* but never mind larx. i need to confess my sins out, then i can change. oh ya, i think there're lots of silent readers lor. scary lehz. hahaha. i hope no one sues me for whatever i type here. haha. what am i talking about?! i'm typing things about myself, would i sue myself. silly me. hahaha. _________________________
did i say, my friends and little girls completed their examinations already?! well, besides the people having their As larx. i'm so happy for them. they've gone through the exam phase. i'm happy because that means more people will talk to me already. hahaha. ok larx, maybe not, because they all busy going out. so BOO. no fun. haha. ok larx, i go and listen to sunyanzi. did i mention, sunyanzi rocks? haha.