you gave me a perfect day. not because everything went smoothly but because of your presence there with me.
you made me smile not by what you did nor by what you din do just by being there.
and so now, i understand when you tell me, it's a perfect day. _____________________________
i've been meaning to blog for the past 2 days, but the inspiration wasnt there. even if there was a particular topic that i want to talk about, i just get lost in my own train of thoughts. in fact, a lot of times, i typed one whole chunk of nonsense and then thought that it wasnt a good idea to post. so well.. *shrugs* the blogging world is dangerous, like someone is there keeping an eye on your blog entries, any wrong thing you type, welcome to the world of law. haha.
and so, i always tell corrin, talk about yourself and nothing else. because no one can sue your comments on yourself besides yourself. funny right, how a simple idea of convenience to have a diary online become so complicated. or did we humans complicate things again? *shrugs*
let's see what i've been doing the past 2 days. i went ikea with corrin and joel yesterday and it was just fun. not because of the things we do, but because of the company. we were like some kind of stalker when we were at queensway. we were following the ikea worker. haha. stalking behind her. and when we arrived at ikea, we were like animals let loose. going crazy over the design of the rooms, the comfort of the bed and sofa. we practically just slump ourselves on anything to do with chairs, sofas, and beds. and did i mention, i'm so in love with ikea. i want a ikea house. i dont care if i have to assemble all the furniture myself, because that's where the fun is isnt it? doing up your own house. that's just pure joy larx. trust me. nothing is more satisfying then witnessing a place done up with your hands. (:
then we took a cab down to raffles city. as usual the idea was mine, because i'm a pampered kid. humph. yea. we went raffles city because joel wanted to apply the job at cc as the chef. haha. oh no joel, i din laugh at you. anyway, we were talking alot while we were eating lunch. rather, joel and myself only, because i made corrin eat hotdog bread at ikea and so she's full. anyhow, our topic never fails to land on the topic of love. girls perspective of a wonderful bf bla bla bla. i guess, these topics just practically set joel thinking. and if i did insert any negative thoughts to you, my apologies ya. _____________________________
love, ok, the dictionary explanation sucks. haha. well, because i dont agree with it larx. something to do with attraction you have with the opposite sex and stuff. then under christianity, love is charity. hahaha. i thought their explanation is funny. so perhaps why the world think of love so differently, its the doing of the dictionary. haha.
we always compare love with this well known verse in the bible, about love is patient love is kind those stuffs. and we say, its impossible. but is it really impossible? dont you think your parents love for you is something that is nearly unconditional? well, to me, i always thought their love for me is unconditional, and i know no one on this earth can love me like they do. (: i love my parents. (:
oh well, i was talking to corrin alot yesterday, and yea, love came into the topic too. haha. not surprising eh, because love is everywhere. ahhhh. haha. anyway, i was asking corrin this question, why do 2 people so called love each other so much but end up hurting each other more. and corrin told me because when you're deeply in love, your emotions took over everything and you dont know how to control your actions. haha. so contradicting right. haha.
anyway, i was watching the inter varsity debate, in chinese. it was a friendly match and about marriage- the grave of love. haha. the proposition's points were not good and their debate skills wasnt great either. on the other hand, the opposition had points to their advantage and their debate skills was really one hand above the proposition. ok, if i were to go into details of what they debate, i probably wont end my blog entry. so never mind.
then i had a fairly long chat with corrin about our relationship with God once again. asking questions and clearing doubts. and really, i care not only because you're my friend, but because you're my sister in christ too. and i really really want your life to be good.
and so, that concludes my day yesterday. and now today...
i went out with manderr yiying and their friend yanlin. met them at j8. well, i went partially because i dont want to rot at home again. anyway, met them and we walk and walk and walk and walk. not being productive at all. haha. but dont care, because i bought sunyanzi cd!!!!! and i saw haha crab. i din laugh the name of the crab is called haha crab. i'm serious. and its very expensive. i wonder who will buy. haha. and so we continued on our aimless walk and gave up around 2. haha. took 53 back to serangoon and i suddenly decided to alight at serangoon because i was bored. so was walking with manderr and decide to go and disturb qing. haha. that scene was funny. how we walked past her house and sat at the staircase waiting for her to finish her tuition. haha. then we went in and i listen to my sunyanzi cd!!! whee!! ok larx, she change part of her songs style, which i'm not very use to. anyway, i had fun disturbing manderr and qing. hahaha. although i disturb manderr more. its just like instinct to disturb her. ok larx, i'm kidding. i love both qing and manderr. ;p
and so that concludes my day and i'm tired. _____________________________
i dont mind being invisible as long as i can be there to watch over you and know that you're safe...