O let the son of God enfold you with His spirit and His love Let Him fill your heart, and satisfy your soul O let Him have the things that hold you and His spirit like a dove Will desend upon your life and make you whole. _____________________________
the spirit song. this song holds a special significance in my life. i practically treat it as my prayer to God. really. in this life, we try so hard to be in control of so many things, but often leading to tiring ourselves out. i guess, we all havent learn what is letting go and how to let go.
who says letting go was easy. if it was, i wouldnt hold so much things on earth so dearly anymore. and when i lose them, i allow the tears to flow. no. that wont happen if i knew how to let go will it? but sometimes, its letting go that set us free from the pain, the torment, the sadness. maybe we dont see it now, but we'll see it in the future wont we?
i guess, when we're born into this world, many things have already been planned in how to bring us down. well, obviously planned by the D_ _ _L. but, before we're born into this world, God too had His plans for us on how to defeat the D_ _ _L. however, its up to us whether do we want to receive His help or not right? i mean, if we were to want to take full control of our lives, we'll only realise the pain of falling down, and never the real meaning of that fall.
everything happens for a reason. even if something bad happens, be sure and know that God will turn the tables around. dont fear, dont worry, but let go, let God. you get what i mean? _____________________________
yesterday while i was on the phone with this friend of mine, we were talking about committing suicide, well, in a joking manner larx. but ever wonder why people commit suicide? depression? you know, to kill yourself, you need courage. really, ALOT of courage indeed. to have to go through that pain of slitting your wrist, to have to go through that torment if you were to survive. scary. but why this route, because the future is brink.(am i using the right word?) probably it comes to them losing their meaning to live in this world. so now, where do you place your purpose of living in this world? on your boyfriend?! on your financial status?! why place it on the tangibles? why?! because science taught you only the tangibles exist? but do you know, the tangibles can one day, cease in its existence in your life?
there's definitely a reason why you're here on earth. no way is heaven playing a joke on you, for God wont play a joke on you. when you feel that you have lost your meaning in living in this world, maybe you should seek higher order. dont envy those around you who seem to live life more meaningful then you, because you can have that life too. if only you believe and are willing to seek. i cant comment much, but for me, my stand is clear, i'll only give my life up to Him and Him alone, because my life, He gave to me. without Him, i wouldnt have what i have now. without Him, i wouldnt know what i know now. it's with Him that i know how to love. it's with Him that i'm able to move on after falling down. it's with Him that i know my life is worth much more then i expected. and it's with Him that i know my purpose living in this world. so this is all i can say, i LOVE Him.
do you have a clear view of why you're here for? go ahead, give heaven a ring at 1800-prayer-to-God. _____________________________
i love because i was taught to love. i care because i was taught to care. my teacher is none other then Him, who's up above in heaven. and so, when i say i love you, i'm bringing His love to you too. (: