i tried holding back time, but was being ignored. is there anyone out there, who's like me, needing someone by their side. as the wind blows and stop, i thought of someone. dawn to night, i grow older as each day passes. heart was warmth and hardened, i hope i find someone like me. love i give and received, we aren't perfect. dreams we have, but how many times do we have to chase it. _________________________________
this is actually from part of a song which i translated. dont know whether did i worked out right. haha. i'm having a lot of fun translating the chinese songs to english. haha. and you realise that chinese songs, their lyrics repeat and repeat and repeat non-stop. so i guess, i'm actually more into the tune and harmony of the song instead of the lyrics. all love songs, so cheesy. haha. i believe i can come out with a lot of cheesy stuffs if i want to. haha. for entertainment of course.
anyhow, today was mission sunday. and i like the whole event a lot. well, not that i had a lot of fun playing at the booths. haha. well, maybe because i wasnt very awake? but anyway, good job to those who helped out to make this event successful. i actually played the five stones thingy, and i couldnt complete the whole thing larx. haha. but never mind, esther still gave me 3 chocolates, after i bargained of course. haha. then i wrote the prayer thingy larx. i din want to, but joyce came and asked me to do, so aiya, do larx. ahaha. got quite bored after awhile, because like never really get myself involved and stuffs like that. haha. well, we changed over and i visited the thailand booth and china booth. din exactly follow the card's instruction. haha. ok larx. but when i was at the thailand booth, they performed the dance item- all of my heart, i just had this sudden emotion to you know, giving up everything just to give my all to God. there's a tug at my heart still towards the mission field. but ever since that one mission trip i went, i din get the chance anymore. well, if God have plans for me to go, He will definitely provide me a way. yeah. (:(:
anyhow, during service, we actually had prayer for the different people group, different country. and yeah, i got thailand to pray for. indeed, if the church join hands and pray, we'll reap this harvest. holding on to see this great revival that we'll start. yes, we'll be His tools, to bring more people into His kingdom.
"...for the earth will be full of the knowledge of the Lord as the waters cover the sea.."-Isaiah11:9 we just got to claim this promise. It's in fact there already, we just need to work a little bit harder to claim this promise and witness the world change. Joseph Chean reminded the congregation that it's not about US in the world, its about doing HIS will. we got to follow closely to Jesus footsteps. suddenly just now during service, i thought of what i want people to be reminded of Amanda Heng.
"She's greatly remembered as a Hotelier" er...... "She's greatly remembered for being a member of PLMC" ER... "A woman who placed all her trust in the Lord" not bad.. "A woman who has given her all for His works" hmmmmm..
ok larx, i cant think of anymore stuffs. but ya, i definitely do not want to be remembered by people of my occupation (for now, my occupation to be.) i want to die giving Him the highest glory and honour. yea, that's all that matters right? (:
hide me now/under your wings/cover me/within your mighty hand/when the oceans rise and thunders roar/i will soar with you above the storm/Father you are king over the flood/i will be still and know you are God. only God, He and Him alone, can hide me and protect me from the storm. its getting clearer and clearer to me as each day passes, why i live life this way, why i choose to do certain things. indeed, i got to keep on reminding myself of being God-centered. as time passes, i know i no longer need to remind myself because its almost natural. i guess, a lot of people who come across this blog will think, how come i make it seem as if He's all so great and almighty, well, i have only this to say, you got to be in this relationship to experience it, and then you will understand it. (:
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ok larx, i was surfing the web just now.
cute right?! haha i thought this photo is sweet too. and i like this girl. haha. i'm reminded of annabelle with this picture. dont know why also. oh well. haha.
kids really can be annoying at times, but most of the time, they'rejust so lovable, so cute, so haha, they just bring love, and joy to everyone. really. sometimes, when you're down and out, and you see this little kid running towards you and say "i love you" or something like that, your unhappiness will suddenly disappear. haha. yeah, kids just have this special talent. haha. ahh. kids, babies, children, they just put a smile to my face. (:
haha. this is a rainbow monster. i found it while surfing the web. i think its cute larx. hahahaha. this actually gave me an idea of writing a story for someone. hahaha. so i'm CONTEMPLATING. i mean, i'm not very good with words, and i'm not very creative, so like how wonderful can this story be right? *shrugs* and this is a picture of cow and rainbow, HAHAHA. ok larx, i was like looking for a photo that has very nice feel, but i cant find. ): i wanted to look for a picture with a very nice rainbow larx, to brighten up someone's day. haha. you know, after surfing all the pictures on the web earlier on, i feel like you know, going away for a year or two, with a good camera, travel around the world, capturing shots that emits emotions like happiness, peace, joy you know just being so carefree. then when i run out of cash, i'll hold some part time job to earn money and continue travelling and capturing shots. sounds good right my dream. its just selfish desire larx. haha. oh well, dream, i still can do it right?
cute right?! haha
i thought this photo is sweet too.
and i like this girl. haha. i'm reminded of annabelle with this picture. dont know why also. oh well. haha.
