you love me, so i love. you care for me, so i care.
when you showed your love in a manner no other people did. when you showed your patience by not giving up on me. when you gave me happiness so that i can smile happily. when you gave me trials so i can grow to be stronger. i have only this to say... i'm yours.
even if the world stop spinning your love will never stop. and so i sing, love love love love love makes the world goes round. _______________________
i had a great day today, knowing more of Him, and just being close with Him. it's a joy, to actually see people around you having the same sort of feelings. it's a joy, to just worship Him larx. period.
worship was great, but when the video clip from the passion came on, i cant seem to be able to bring myself to look at the screen. you know, like witnessing the love of your life being tortured. just hearing the sound produced when the hammer hits the nail, it feels as though thousands of swords just pierced through my heart. but i believe that the heartache that i had can never ever be compared to the pain He went through. the price he paid, to get me saved. that's my story, and their story. ______________________
let's talk about you. you seem so far, so distant. whenever i look into your eyes, i sense a lost feeling. is it because we were never at the stage where we have nothing to talk about, or is it because of some other issue? i don't know.
you know, it seems like the people you care most sometimes dont seem to care about you. i watched a show, and this female lead said something like this "caring for a person sometimes just end up hurting yourself. and so i learn not to care so much anymore." i thought it's pretty sad to actually land up in that kind of thinking/situation/scenario. i mean, shouldnt caring for a person lead to a story of a beautiful friendship, or maybe a beautiful encounter? why does it bring in so much hurt? is it because its not being reciprocrated?
it seems as if, caring and loving someone is extremely tough. because you will meet with disappointment and more disappointment. however, i doubt i will ever stop caring and loving, because i have Him living in me. not only that, He's all about caring and loving each and everyone of us. since he did not gave up on us, on me, why should i give up on the people around me?
i may not be your example of a perfect person, a perfect friend. but, bear in mind, i care, and i love you. no no. i don't care neither would i mind the silence we have, for in the silence everything was spoken there and then. i know we all have our differences, however, i'm willing to put down the differences and just be a friend who will be there for you to encourage you and pick you up. even if its just lending you a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on. i'm there. because i want to share His love with you. so, give me a chance and give our friendship a chance. ______________________
when the world is faced with so many calamities, we're indeed the blessed one. to be able to sit infront of the computer, to blog about our lives. to be able to travel along the road, knowing that nothing bad will happen to us. however, let's spend some time praying for the people out there, struggling to even survive. let's not concentrate on ourselves, but instead, on His people. because, it was never about ourselves, its about His people. (: