My love, do you are near, I long for your touch You are the only one With you, I know I'll find Love that I need Love for a lifetime So please, please believe it's true Our love, will see us thru For one heart, shared by two We'll always stand, now and forever Through the sun, And all through the rain And for all time You'll always be.. My love ______________________________
this song is so so so so so so sweet. i mean it. haha. i can't believe i'm blogging again, but you see, i got bored after my shows ended. it's like some tv marathon, from 1630 until 0100. the shows never stopped larx. goodness me. haha. ______________________________
oh well, actually, i aint exactly feeling happy, neither am i feeling sad larx. just feel abit sour? i dont know. but i cant seem to find that "chemistry" i once had with this friend anymore. like, there's basically nothing to talk, and this friend seemed like a totally changed person, not the one i used to know anymore. i'm just praying hard this friend is still walking close to God and that's really all that matters isnt it? i guess, i still love this friend of mine.
wow, love. strong word isnt it. most often used by youngsters nowadays to their other half. or rather, its overused. *shrugs* if you notice the love songs last time and the love songs now, there's a big difference huh. sometimes, listening to the love songs, i cant help but laugh. these songs make love sound like.. ahh. i dont know. it just relate love so wrongly. i'm quite worried for this generation, like how love will be perceived. its quite scary. imagine if this generation never realise what is love, what will happen to the next generation? disaster. nah. i'm not concluding that EVERYONE dont know what love is. i'm talking about the danger this generation is facing regarding love. love dont come easy you know. and love isnt an easy task. lastly, love is not a feeling. because, love LAST, feelings dont.
funny. do you realise how i always end up talking about love. "..what the world needs now, is love sweet love.." guess, afterall, love makes up the biggest factor of our lives. often you hear like how people can do crazy things, and all in the name of.. love. seriously speaking, i dont really fall for that. perhaps i've never been in love (so to speak larx). unless you take loving your friends and family as those falling in love kind of thing. haha. but anyhow you look at in, love still comes back to the same definition, same explanation. there's no escape to it. Love involves a LARGE part in our life. love is beautiful. really. but you can only realise that, when you understand and fully grasp the whole truth of what is love. not for me to say, not for me to comment, but for both you and me to find out.
but at the very least, i found my outlet to gain information, to gain knowledge about love. because i have God. what about you? what's your perception of love? being involved in BGR for 2 to 3months and calling it quits? haha. pretty weird to actually say its love. *shrugs* i'm more then willing to share my views, but if only you ask for it. (: ______________________________
frankly speaking, i dont know the whole purpose of this post. to past time i suppose? haha. its funny how i always complain that i dont have time to spend with my family, with my friends yada yada. and now, i'm having all the time in the world, but they're busy. ahhhh. sorry, i'm still unhappy with my academic calendar. it doesnt allow me to do so so so many things. church camps, mission trips. ahhhh. i'm like quite sad larx. you know, when your friends are having holidays, you're studying. when you're having your holidays, they're studying. nonono, i'm not saying i dont have poly friends. but, i'm just not as happening as them. haha.
you know, when i was like in sec1, i always thought i would end up being those kids, drunk outside the pubs and stuff, having those happening nights with my friends, rebellious and stuff. i never once had the thought of me being one who will reject going out with friends for those happening stuffs, prefering to stay at home with my tv, books, computer and stuff. haha. i guess, that's the power of God in our lives. i'm happy with my life. really. i'm just unhappy that i cant get involved in so many church activities and stuff. maybe, the D_ _ _ L is trying to have a foothold of me through this. ahhh. irritating. haha. oh well, i guess, this involves more time spent with God to understand his purpose for me this holiday. (finally amanda, you're doing something!) ______________________________
the world is changing. everyone's changing. for the better or for the worse, i really dont know. guess PRAYER is coming into the picture once again. (: prayer is fun!! but some pointers to pray about, do pray for the families of the victims of the bali bomb blast, pray for the survivors and pray for the authorities. guess, its a time of reflection again. so people, good day!! (: