i love you. there's no stopping. i love you. i truly love you. there's no doubt. for when i wasnt born, you've started loving me. you taught me the greatest love. and so, i love you... _________________________
i dont know how well that sounds larx. but i just love God. like many things happen. be it the good things or something more negative. i have place my trust in alot alot of things. and time has proven everything. God never fails me. it's hard to explain larx. you really really need to be in this relationship in Him to be able to understand what i'm going through. there're many times whereby i just dont want to grow. i just want to stay like this loving Him and knowing that He loves me too. but i got to grow larx. so that i wouldnt sway when some spritiual tsunami hit me or whatever. i dont dare to make alot of commitments sometimes, because i dont want to see people getting disappointed in me and in the commitment. however, i'm making this exception here. i'm deeply in love with you Lord it will stay this way. (: ________________________
that's feli and me. with balloons. yeah. we took balloons from the er.. battery guy. well, rather gerry took it. did i mention, feli rocks!! hahaha. she's always there when i'm down or anything larx. practically like a jiejie to me. ok larx. not jiejie. but someone close. hahaha.
that's edlyn, cherie, lee, jac, gerry, feli and me!! zhon was watching peter pan. haha. they rocks larx. made my days very much prettier. we were watching never been kissed before when we took this picture.
actually i have alot of photos larx. havent get photos from lee yet. haha. gerry sent me 15photos. but i'm too too lazy to load and stuff. so make do with this larx. i never been so lazy before in my life. even blogging i also lazy. haha.
anyhow. i was telling you all about my friday happenings right. let's go to saturday. haha. i woke up super duper early. as i've said i was sleeping in another room, so after washing up and stuffs i went to the room they were all in. feli saw me and went back to sleep. same for cherie and edlyn. kill me please. haha. so i sat down and browse through the magazine that jac bought yesterday. about like less then 5mins later, feli woke up and so we wanted to begin the completion of our pinata. but it was still very soft. so like, put right infront of the fan larx. oh anyway, jac left for work, so we were left alone at her place with her grandma. jac's grandma is SWEET. she cooked noodles for us. so nice. haha. aiya, anyway, less then 30mins later, everyone was waking up, so we have to hide the pinata once again. then realise jac's grandma leaving for church. then we got no keys to lock the door later in the day. so in our panic or whatever moments, we called jac to look for alternative. her grandma was looking for spare keys for us larx. poor thing, she have some difficulties in walking and have to walk up and down for us. felt quite bad larx. then we decided to leave for cherie's place. so we ate the noodles and stuff. but her grandma cooked alot. so i ended up finishing the rest. i dont like to not finish food cooked specially for me one. haha. lee and feli were washing the dishes and the bowl of starch was there.
feli- hey lee, pass me that bowl(pointing to the bowl of starch) lee- what is that? feli- the starch larx. lee-huh? starch? for what? feli- aiya, no larx. its er.. porridge. lee- oh..
ok larx. not exactly like that. but somewhere along the line. hahaha. then i finally finish eating and we realised we need to hide the pinata from lee. haha. so cherie asked lee to go up to the room to check if we left anything there. and from here, cherie and me rushed to the kitchen and stuff the pinata into my bag. haha. some of my clothes and my vcds end up everywhere. haha. some with cherie, or rather, my clothes with her and vcds spread among the girls. hahaha. so after all the nonsense. we left jac's house at 1115 with her grandma. waited for her grandma to get a cab before we left.
then when we were approaching the bus stop, cherie saw the bus that we should take. all of us ran to catch the bus, tap our ez link card. and suddenly, we realise we were taking towards the wrong direction. hahaha. so funny larx. anyway, we did arrived at cherie's place safe and sound and still waiting for zhon. hahaha. cherie's mum is sweet as well, came back specially to stock up the place for us. hahaha. zhon came not long later, thanks to cherie's mum AGAIN. haha. you know, the few of us are really very blessed. to be surrounded by wonderful people who help us here and there whenever we're out and stuff. hahaha. ya, anyway, we watched some thriller movie that was like 1991? the silence of the lamb. i would say the whole show was written very well. not one moment you feel bored. you're really like on your toes, wanting to know more and more. well-written script. (: but lee left halfway and edlyn left after awhile. well, we continued by watching the truman show. hahaha. its funny because we were really lost at the beginning. however i think the whole show just set you thinking from another point of view. and zhon's right, our life is like the truman show. a life without script written, but with the creator placing people in our life to make our life interesting and wonderful. however, the only difference is that, the creator here is God. i thought it's pretty nice larx.
after the show, we were looking for more shows to watch, by then feli was asleep already. think she was totally zonked out. haha. then we thought, aiya, maybe we should paint the pinata. haha. then cherie search high and low for her paint, and realised DON'T HAVE!! haha. aiya, without feli, our creative juice dont flowwell, so we woke feli up from her less then 20mins sleep. haha. we masking tape the whole pinata and started using safety pin to poke the balloon. note: cherie was standing very very very far away. hahaha
anyway, the pinata FAILED terribly larx. but, zhon suggested something else. haha. so we started stuffing newspaper in to give the shape and then put in the sweets and then more newspaper. and hooray, we got the pinata. haha. started decorating it and i wasnt much help. i was like singing non-stop. hahaha. we completed everything like say 1730? the time where we initially decided to leave cherie's place. hahaha. bathed, clean up and then we left the house at 1815. haha. we took a cab down, because we din want to guards at the mrt station to force us to tear open our pinata. haha. aiya, ok larx. i had fun with them. even if we were just to sit around and watch vcd, sit around doing nothing, it would still be fun. (: i guess, the next time i can have such fun with them is after their As. ________________________
i really thank God for this bunch of wonderful girls he put in my life. they taught me many things and really helped me in many ways i never once expect. a friendship that gives and take, a friendship that started out with working for God. how cool can that be? they are definitely not my life. but they are definitely friends whom i love alot. the memories they gave me is just sweet sweet sweet sweet. (: i love them and i know they love me too. sisters-in-christ. what else can i ask for, but just be thankful. haha.
God has been great, good, wonderful, awesome and everything larx. He gave me my family my friends my everything.haha. no wonder he's my everything. maybe that's why i love Him alot too. (: unconditional love, i'm not there yet, but i'm working hard, because i want people around me to be soaked in His love through me as well. (:
