but only love can stay. try again and walk away. but i believe for you and me. the sun will shine one day. so i just play my part. pray you'll have a change of heart. but i'll make you see it through. there's something only love can do.
ahhhh. this song never fails to make me sink to those lovey dovey mood. ok. like which love songs dont? haha. well, i din expect myself to end up being here typing this entry now. but there's this bittersweet feeling staying with me at this moment out of a sudden. i don't really know how to describe it. but i must say. i miss.....
i miss the times when i can just be mischievous and get you all annoyed. i miss the times when i can get all hyped up for like ages. i miss the times when i was never restricted in any ways. i miss so many things. and i simply just miss the laughters and smiles.
perhaps i havent been interacting much that's why. i think the only people whom i talk a lot to face to face would really just be those 2 crazy brothers of mine, xian and joshie. haha. we just enjoy getting on each others' nerves eh?
come to think of it, its been ages since i last talked to you. and i definitely miss it larx. no doubt about it. but, it's pretty hard to be constantly keeping in contact with each other right? haha. i remembered corrin asked me when we just completed our Os.
Hey amanda, how often do you think we'll meet up since we're in different course?
my reply was, maybe every week or at most fortnight.
then again, she asked me during our recent break.
Hey amanda, how often do you think we'll meet up when we go out and work?
my reply was, a few months once?
haha. see the difference there? does it actually mean you lose your friends in the process of growing up, or does it lie on the word LAZYNESS? haha. sigh, i really dont know how to go about maintaining a friendship. pretty tough eh? maybe because i have the mentality that if they need me, they'll look for me. If they dont look for me, they're probably pretty well off?
but ok, that's like so off topic now. but i seriously am starting to miss the stupid conversations we have, the nonesense you have to take from me and stuffs like that. should i call it the good old times? haha. i guess, we just got to learn to let go sometimes? *shrugs*
alrighty, my show is about to start, so to those people still having yourAs (my friends of course) and having those what you call S papers? hahaha. acha acha faiti!!
have a great week ahead my friends/beloved. and happy birthday mummy!(23rd nov)