the political situation in our class had its sudden outburst today. tears anger frustrations were basically one of the few main thing you can sense from the class. even mr chia was unable to do much, or rather, he chose to let us settle among ourselves first. truth and fact that there's really no free lunch in this world, and from the bottom of my heart, i dont wish to be having the situation i had last semester. the class gave in to the votes of the majority of sticking to their old groups. i'm really fine with the decision made although i know some are really dreading that decision. but we've more or less come to terms with it already i guess. and yes, we're giving each and everyone of us a chance, to change, to improve, to prove others wrong. i must say, to certain extend i'm quite thankful for the courage God gave me to talk things out among the group. i probably wont ever do that. its too painful isnt it? however, i must say, i must thank God for the outcome of the discussions too. and yes, i'm putting the past behind my back and starting afresh. its gonna be a new chapter, a new page, a fresh start. this is my promise set to my group. (:
besides this painful and torturous "event" i had earlier in the day(22ndNov) the day went along quite well. i'm still so thankful for the chance to clear everything up. really am. perhaps a large burden is gone for now. its now about rushing the project eh. talking about it, i need to get myself updated about it. hmmmm. nothing much to say but yup, i seriously enjoy school. and i'm crossing my fingers for any hiccups to come my way. ahhh. everything will be just fine. stay positive. (:
Happy birthday Mummy!! i love you. (:
to those still having papers, the last hurdle, so yup, all the best!!