Friday, December 16, 2005

祝我生日快乐

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难,想切割切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你带一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
画面重生
祝我生日快乐

this is like the saddest song anyone can ever sing to themselves on a birthday. haha. but i think its a nice song. well, wishing myself happy birthday!! as i'm older, i should be more sensible and all and not give my loved ones more worries huh. (:

many thanks to those who've msg-ed me the greetings. and thanks to those who've forgot but tried to make me happier. and well, thanks to those who MIGHT wish me later on. haha. birthday has never really been special to me larx. except being more pampered by my parents. but well, i'm already very pampered. (:

thank you corrin for the crumpler laptop case. i really din expect that. but i love it! (:

i had the most tired birthday in my entire life today. like how bad is it to wake up so early in the morning and get worried over the tests and presentation that is gonna happen. haha. but all went well. (: well, though the presentation wasnt very well done, i'm just glad its over. i did whatever i could in this short span of time, so yup, whatever it is, i think its what i deserve. (:

i'm actually very thankful to one of the luge customer/visitor/guest/patron for writing a commendation letter to my school about me. i was happy/shocked/excited/thankful/blessed whatever you can think of larx. it's so hard to find someone in singapore who appreciate little actions that the service staffs give to the public. thank you mdm for that wonderful compliment which i so do not deserve but you gave to me. you're probably someone God used tolet me know that one day someone will appreciate me just like how she appreciated the little actions i did. actions that seem insignificant to you might be something significant in someone's life. (:(:

i faced lots of confusion earlier on this week, and i must say, God is good. I've decided to just sign up with the lecturers to talk about it before making any decision. well, God probably made the decision for me already, its now up to me to find it.

alright, i'll continue singing the song until my birthday's over. (:

thank you all for making my life a tad more interesting/spicier and much more. and definitely, thank you all for the love and the tolerance you all had for me. my birthday can never be special without the existence of any of you. so be it whether you remember my birthday or not, thank you for the blessing you prayed for me everyday. you've been the greatest blessing in my life. (:

He blessed me at 9:16 PM



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