Another day has gone I'm still all alone How could this be You're not here with me You never said goodbye Someone tell me why Did you have to go And leave my world so cold Everyday I sit and ask myself How did love slip away Something whispers in my ear and says That you are not alone
For I am here with you Though you're far away I am here to stay But you are not alone For I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart But you are not alone All alone, 'Why, oh
Just the other night I thought I heard you cry Asking me to come And hold you in my arms I can hear your prayers Your burdens I will bear But first I need your hand Then forever can begin Everyday I sit and ask myself How did love slip away Something whispers in my ear and says That you are not alone For I am here with you Though you're far awayI am here to stay For you are not alone For I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart For you are not alone
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin' And girl you know that I'll be there I'll be there
You are not alone For I am here with you Though you're far away I am here to stay For you are not alone For I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart For you are not alone For I am here with you Though you're far away I am here to stay For you are not alone For I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart For you are not alone...
my sis's best friends are here for the night over, and i've got to stay in my room. well, not that she dont let me out, but i dont talk to her friends larx.
so happen, when i was feeling kind of alone, this song on my com came on. kind of like telling me to not feel alone and all. but i still do. haha. i think i sometimes do feel a little inferior. its quite hard to think you're not not good when things dont go your way larx. perhaps its how the world expect out of each and every individual that one gets inferority complex. of course, not blaming the world totally, because its also each one's choice of allowing themselves to be in that kind of situation isnt it?
i have a lot of questions left hanging for myself to uncover the mysteries of it one by one. and the biggest question is whether to sign up for OSIP. i know i wont definitely get it, however if its God's will, i know i'll get it. now comes the tricky part, i dont know how am i gonna be able to leave Singapore and leave everything behind. especially when it comes to my girls. i think its about letting go, but at the same time, i dont want to just leave it to qing like that. but corrin's right, if in the future when i have a job and i have to go overseas, am i gonna be "burdened" by them? i dont know. ok larx. i dont think its much of qing handling them, but rather whether do i want to let go or not. guess, this is where prayer comes in.
with so much things happening up in my head, i'm surprised i actually had fun today during my deployment. getting fed up together with the staff there over the people who never listen to instructions and all. quite a thing to laugh over. haha. during lunch, linda, calvin, meishan, ash and myself we were in the pantry talking and telling each other lame jokes. laughed a lot. the staffs there are really nice. time passes very quickly when working with them. and yeah, i'm happy to be deployed there. i luge a lot of times today, kind of like escorting kids who cant handle the "vehicle" themselves, so they sit on my legs? well, not really, but ya, brought them down a few times. i ended my deployment today in a rather bloody manner. haha. nose bleed for half an hour. the customer were like standing there seeing me lying on the cart with my nose bleeding non-stop. caused the staffs there to be worried, which i felt rather bad. they even got the luge first-aid to come. hahaha. ah well, i'm fine already.
i'm actually supposed to be doing work, but i'm so zonked. haha. so dont care larx.
maybe having nothing to do with you, would be a good thing.....