and when i thought what is happening in the world was bad enough, the news of my coursework grades came and send me all the way into this tornado, thunderstorm, hurricane, whirlwind etc. you all probably think its just coursework grades, nothing important. but to me, it is. because i never do well in exams under that kind of stress and time limit and all. so my results are highly dependable on my coursework. in fact, i'm fine with poor coursework grades, as long as i know what went wrong. but for this, i dont. and my GPA is so gonna be affected. goodbye to university?*shrugs*
i used to think all i need is a diploma and i'll be fine. but now, i really want to continue studying. although i dread the mugging period for exams/projects. but in the process i did learn a lot of things. i'm darn sad larx. and i dont know how to make me feel better. i'm praying there's like some typo or mistakes to the posting of our coursework grades. because i'm still in disbelief. ahhh.
until.. someone sent me in attempt to cheer me up.
it did brought a smile to me. this person always have a way to bring a smile to my sad face. i wonder why. but well, many thanks. i really appreciate it. (: and i'll remember my promise of giving you your hug in 10years time. unless you can make me happy/happier. then i'll consider cutting down the time frame. but anyhow, ya larx, i'm not feeling so down anymore. gotta stop wallowing in self-pity right. anyway, i still got a lot to study. if i can even sleep by 4am tonight.
now we're left with the guys in the cell. sigh. i miss you larx. monday is coming. (:
