yeah. 14th march is white day, a month after valentine day. it's celebrated in japan. yup. i forgot the meaning of it. but its either the girls do something for the guys or the other way round. so yup. (:
havent been in the best of mood for a few days already. but nonetheless, God is good. much as at times i get pessimistic, but, He's still good. its hard to praise God in times of trouble, but i'll still do it. because, He's indeed good. (: yes, how great is our God. i think the only thing that can really put a smile on my face would be Him. yup. because real joy comes from Him right?
apologies to people around me who somehow or another got affected by me. i din mean it, and i really din want to talk about it anymore, although i told one of you. but anyhow, i know i mean a lot to you all, from the concern i received from you all. so, once again, if i havent say, i appreciate it. thanks. i guess, that's what friends are for huh. much as we always say dont bother about me, but deep inside, we're just glad that we have a friend that is willing to stand by us no matter what. be it if you wanna rant or you just want the presence or anything. so yup. thanks a lot.
hopefully, its rainbow after the storm huh. tomorrow will be a better day. cause someone told me to look on the bright side of life and not be too pessimistic. am i? hmmmm. i guess that person have difficulties too, but well, it's always an encouragement. much as sometimes you feel that the other person is not in your shoes to understand what you are going through, but trust me, even though words like dont worry be happy is so standard, but it does make an impact whenever one hears it. however i still believe understanding is the key to building a more wonderful relationship. be it friends, couples, or within the family. if you dont understand, you tend to set your expectations on them too high, and when its not met, both parties are upset about it. and sometimes, through the closeness, its hard to say it out. so yup.
alrighty, i think i better get some rest, have a long day tomorrow. its the long awaited retreat. this time with better attendance. praise God eh. and i'm still thinking....
so have a good day people, when i'm not around. (: remember, God is always there for you.