i feel super duper extremely loved suddenly. of course, from up there. (: God has been showing himself so true and so real to me, that i really must say, i can only fall to the ground to worship him. because Our God is an awesome God. AMEN! yesterday's sermon was great. short, simple, sweet, and it's really impactful. you know its always through all these simplicity that i truly understand the meaning behind every action. God is REALLY REALLY GOOD! he's good, because he loves me, he gave me good friends, he cares for me, he gives me what i want, he gives me what i need and so much more larx. never ending list.
i'm even more happy because i really feel that little cell is growing closer together everyday. and that and that, we're yearning for Him more together. today's cell session was really good time of sharing and knowing Him more. right qing? (: this kind of joy, is not what i always get, because its a Joy from UP THERE. God is indeed pleased with them just as how i'm pleased with them. really. big cell on the other hand was madness. well, madness because so far away. can we please not go so far. hahaha. ran back to church with qing to catch uncleblu's car so as to catch a lift.
MSG was yet another good time of worshipping God and sharing. so much to say. and Job 4 and 5 just came to me. din share because too long. so friends, go take a look. i thought its really encouraging to me. really talk about life. yup. ohohoh. we got so many actitivies coming up. its so EXCITING!! cell retreat next week. this totally rocks. its gonna be a great time of fellowship and all. but well, really pray and hope xian and josh can come too. then its full attendance, well, hopefully. after that its my little cell outing, which we'll decide later on, then we have the erm, some stores thingy/captain call on the same day and lastly, its congregational meeting on the 25th of march. so exciting. next day is the birthday of my dearest darling. so exciting. HAHA.
oh well, so much of all these excitment. really pray that everything will just flow according to His plan ya. (:
we can lose faith in ourselves, but we cannot lose faith in God. something i need to comprehend.
i realise that what people view of me as being nonsensical and all isnt important afterall. i realise that what is expected of me is not important afterall i realise that my weakness isnt important afterall i realise that my strength isnt important afterall because i realise that, is His view that is important to me. because i realise that, is Him that i depend for strength. because i realise that, He is my life. and so, i realised..... anyhow, apologies to boon and hiang for breaking my promise of going out with you all the next time you both ask me. haha. but you know, the feeling of not wanting to go out is present evidently. if i drag myself out, you both will probably suffer. and apparently someone is forcing me to stay home saying i'm sick. haha. but that someone is sick too and still going school. =p just dont burn down your sch lab. (: