Tuesday, March 28, 2006

letting the hurt be past

am listening to beautiful by christina aguilera and suddenly thought of what zhon said at edlyn;s place on saturday night. haha. it was a funny scene larx.

zhon: God told me something
jac: what?
zhon: he told me i'm his beautiful creation.
lee: why did you even ask?

ahaha. but of course, it was just a joke larx. because we're all His beautiful creation yeah? (:

i just suddenly had lots of happy thoughts, which is really good. however, i've been having nightmares of people around me dying and all, and i know deep down, its the devil. scary it might be, but i'm rejecting it all in the name of jesus. my friends will all be safe. (: i had a very tiring and happening weekend. and i just cant help feeling thankful and more thankful for everything that has happened. be it the good and bad things, because they're all part of growing eh? will very much like to share the stuffs that happened over the weekend, but dumb dumb me, forgot to bring my camera on the most important day, so, i'll have to wait for the photos which probably take a century. hahaha. kidding. they're all busy now.

actually i'm thankful for my cell groups too. because like you know when i'm like all weary and all, i kept on going to church because of my commitment in church. but if i have stopped going to church, i think i would have super duper extremely backslided larx. so i thank god for the prayers and all. well wel, happy kid once again, what can i say? gotta sustain it man. (:

hmmm. ok, i have to go soon. meeting jo for lunch. oh, my mum bought da chang jin. HAHAHA. no need to wait for the tv to screen the episodes already. and i think i'm having crabs on saturday, hooray to have my aunt back to visit us, because it means good food. hahaha. yeah. (:

bruised and battered by your words, dazed and shattered now it hurts. havent i always love you. but when i need you, you're almost here. well i never knew how far behind i left you, and when i hold you, you're almost here, well i'm sorry i took God's love for granted. and now i'm with you i'm close to tears, cause i know i'm almost here.. only almost here...

the song was lke some of this part was what i feel larx. i'm only almost here. but well, it will not be true anymore. but still its a nice song. hahaha. oh well, blessed week ahead my dear. God is good, all the time. (:

He blessed me at 11:34 AM



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