i was falling asleep a few minutes ago, and now i'm awake. dangs.
had little cell at qing's place AGAIN. yep. not that i'm bored of that place, but qing's place is just like a second home to me. i feel abosultely comfortable there. maybe because there's qing. (: bang my elbow against the table though and the whole hand no strength. lousy. very jia lat larx i have weak muscles. ): worship was alright, cell was alright. but the girls were great! its true.
rushed back to church to meet up with the rest before going east coast. was meant to be an evangelistic stuffs, but end up, because of some last minute stuffs, it became MSG and friends(church ones) so, like that larx. i was feeling very off larx. in my own world and all. was trying hard to be ok. we had our lunch first thing we reached ecp. at macs. din really eat larx. then was talking to uncle blue about church stuffs, and he did set me thinking. he ask, from now till christmas, can you think of one person you can bring to christ? then i just started thinking and thinking, and you know how my thoughts can fly fly fly around. yeah. then we started to walk towards the kayaking site, but ended up taking a break at this grass land where they played frisbee while i sat there and see. well, angel kept me company though. she's like the bestest buddy anyone can ever have, and we just talk talk talk about what's on our mind lor. i'm still very much dwelling in self-pity larx which sucks totally. anyway, lee got tired playing so angel took over and i started to talk to lee. talk about sch stuffs and all. then gerry came over and i had a very very very little talk with gerry about her jc. gerry is a nice girl, i just dont have much chance to talk to her which is really sad. anyhow, we finally decided to continue making our way to the kayak site. and paul told us its a total of 5km walk from where we started? goodness me, i burnt so much calories. but seriously i dont think so larx. get over with the sad stuffs, and saw all my eye-candies. the babies and kids you dumb. a lot of ang moh and nihon-jin. totally kawaii!!! then walk walk walk somemore, then we finally arrive at the kayak site. once again, angel stayed behind to keep me company. din really talk much this time round, but just enjoying the breeze and all. anyhow, the guy working there got a really nice tan! that's not fair cause i can never get tanned. ok, never mind. oh did i mention, alex is so so so cute. so in love with him. ahaha. they kayak for about an hour plus. so i stone for about an hour receiving msg-es from indonesia informing me i'm in indonesia. MADNESS!!!!!! i remember being in pulau ubin and receiving msg-es from malaysia. and now east coast park too. crazy. then they came back, wash up and it seem as if its gonna rain donkeys and elephants. so after awhile, we made our way to the lagoon. everyone left with paul to get a lift, so it was left with kow, uncle blu, nigel, feli and myself. they bought so much food larx, feasting. i din eat because i was just feeling very i dont know how to describe. this paragraph is getting long i should press enter like NOW.
and so, i went round buying ta bao-ing dinner, and they eat. went back and i dont know how we ended up talking about dreams. weird, but it was alright. then it finally rained, proving itself not to be a bluff. haha. around 545 daddy and mummy came, so i went off. went in the car and my mum said she's very happy, and i was like grandma received christ? then my dad was like how you know?! so maybe i'm really good at guessing. but i really thank God for her accepting Christ as her Lord and Saviour. 87years old and she decided to accept Christ. its just amazing. Him showing himself real once again. praise the Lord. (:
i dont know how bad shape am i in now, spiritually. but i guess its climbing back up again. since i have not given up serving, maybe its not that bad. i need to move on, like seriously.