this reality that hit me is too much for me to bear. i did not get to see you and say goodbye. it came too sudden for me to comprehend to accept it. i'm lost! i dont know what's happening now, all i know is, my heart is aching. i've never ached so much the previous time. when uncle blu asked me"is she saved?" i just couldnt take it anymore. i've failed to show her my love to her through my actions.
i'm sorry. but i love you mdm ong.
although, sorry cannot go along with love, but this time its for real. i know i failed terribly in showing you what true love is. i know that there's so much things left unsaid. i know that you've always given to me, to us(the choir) so much of your time your effort and your love. and i'm sorry that you did not get to see the results of your labour, you did not get to experience the love that i have which is supposed to be yours too, if only i've done my part. this time, its not only my heart that is aching, but its tearing too. i regret so so much. for not visiting you enough, for so many.
oh Lord, i need you!!! ___________________________________________________________________
life has just taken a turn on everyone who face this at this point in time. a lot of reflection, a lot of memories. but who are we to judge him, who's just a kid, and like anyone of us, once a rebel. just stop giving him more burdens to bear, he's regretful enough and that, there's nothing we can do. even beating him up wont bring anything back to where it was.
"i did not even have the chance to say i'm sorry.."
this sentence alone, shows all the guilt that he is bearing now. its not easy, especially for a young kid like him. let's just live and let live. there's no point harping on that matter anymore. LET GO please... ___________________________________________________________________
you're a teacher i'll never forget mdm ong. i love you.