once i gazed up on a distant shore//watching sea birds as they fill the air//standing out there in the misty air//how i wish that i could fly//the water is wide//i cannot cross o're//and neither have i//the wings to fly//give me a boat//that can carry two//and both shall row//my love and i//how i wish that i could fly... _____________________________________________________________________
song title- distant shore
one of the first song i sang in choir. wil be singing on wednesday. seems like it's back to when i was sec1. that was almost 6 years ago. it was that 6years ago where i found the courage to sing out loud again. it was that 6years ago where my passion for singing was rekindled. it was 6years ago where music and singing became very much part of my life. it was 6years ago where i found out i have more then just mere singing. it was that 6years ago, that form this beautiful memory i have now.
6years later my passion for singing and music was still there. 6years later i found more courage in singing out loud. 6years later, i found that my past 6years was spent in a way i've never imagined. 6years later i realised that she had given me so much chance. 6years later i realised that she've impacted my life so much. and 6years later.. i.. sending her on her last journey.
why did i even take for granted that everything was fine when i hear nothing? why did i procrastinate in going back to visit? why am i even here ranting about all those memories?
sigh..conversation topic these 2 days with my parents are all about her. my parents definitely brought out a lot of memories i have with her. reminding me of her kindness towards me, the chances she gave me. i dont know what am i to think now as well. everyone seem so unaffected but in actual fact, we're hurting inside. sigh. what am i suppose to feel right now? i'm just... dont know. feel so caught up in all these memories.