hmm. i dont know why, feel really frustrated today. like, just frustrated about everything. to say, i'm totally fine hearing i din get the placement i really wanted, i would be lying. its really a place i wanted to work in larx. oh well, like what the lady told me, fierce competition. yup. had to accept it. did i actually see it coming? i dont know.
but oh well, i was reminded about the power of prayer. never stop praying was the theme for today's devotion. and i guess, yeah, i should just continue praying and praying. He will provide a way for me right? yeah. that's about it. but i'm frustrated today. maybe because i had to rush from one place to another. which was really quite tiring and stressful? i dont know. i'm supposed to know how to handle stress. had to cab down in the end from braddell, cause i gave up taking mrt. i was DESPERATE for a taxi if you must know. and whenever i am so in need of a taxi, the taxis all just have to avoid the place i am at larx. so many taxis also dont know true or not lor. my friend had to help me call a taxi. that's how pathetic i am. cause my phone, cannot do those kind of calls. =/ was late for 15mins, but not really, cause 3 of my friends were still waiting. so, yeah. then one came out, then we thought one by one go in. scully, she asked the 4 of us to go in. so we thought mass interview. then the boss came, chit chat with us, telling us about the industry and their views about the youngsters nowadays. then left and the interviewer shared with us her experience. that went on for 1hr++ and then the interview came to an end, and the 4 of us were like, we were not being interviewed! crap larx. i was so tired. i mean, at that point i was really listening to her attentively lor. but at the end, i was like, why am i even here for?! sigh i dont know. then it was a long way home... and i just feel like breaking down, cause i was so frustrated rushing from places to places today. sigh.
anyway, i dont know, but you kind of make me feel like, i have a disadvantage. i will pray against it! cause i'm perfect in His eyes. a better day tomorrow? AMEN! (: