*phone vibrates* *look at phone* me: its an unknown number!!! *walk to the bookshelves* [i dont know why] person: Hi is that amanda? ****** here. me: yeah, speaking. person: regarding your internship placement.. *getting anxious* me: ya..? person: we would like to offer you the S&M position. *jumping up and down, in my heart that is* me: oh, ok. person: so will you be taking up this offer? me: erm.. when must i get back to you? person: asap that is. are you having other interviews? me: currently no. hmm. can i get back to you like say, later today? person: ya, sure. no problem. me: thank you. *puts down the phone*
that was a little excitement i had for the day. at least i know i'm not a liability. i know you all will start scolding me when you see the word liability. but you got to understand what i'm facing larx. oh well, friends around me are happy for me. afterall, they're a good company offering me a very good placement. what can i ask for? i called back to ask for a day to consider. no, not trying to play hard to get. just thought i need to consult my parents about this matter. afterall, its gonna last for 5months and that, its pretty long hours and irregular at times. i'm very much pinning my hope for another company getting back to me, cause i really wanted that placement. but, i'm not really confident in getting an answer anytime this week, so i guess that will come in later part in my future. my mum is pretty much fine with me accepting it. she just wants me to get a placement larx. my dad, a little apprehensive about it, cause i wont be home a lot and stuffs, and he doesnt really like that. and the fact we're all cheap labours now. HAHA. but i'm excited about what i am going to go through. though might be doing ad hoc duties, but i believe if i go there with the right attitude, i will learn a lot too. (: all in all, thank you God.
enough of the happy things. much to mug now. mug for my own individual assignment, my tests, my projects. seem like a never ending winding road i am traveling, with the idiotic back acting up, sure isnt fun. i wont be surprised if i fall asleep on my laptop today or something. but well, blame it all on procrastination. after this week, its a small little break before i rush all my work so i can fly in peace. i guess i need time away from this busy and mad city we're all living in. but still very much thankful for the peace and safety we are enjoying.
sometimes, you make me feel important. sometimes, you make me feel wise. sometimes, you make me feel old. sometimes, you make me feel like a kid. sometimes, you make me feel happy. sometimes, you make me feel sad. sometimes, you make me feel rubbish. sometimes, you make me feel like a fool. sometimes, you say the right stuffs. sometimes, you dont. sometimes, you make me feel love. sometimes, you just make me feel anger. sometimes, you make my heart whole. and sometimes, you break it. but all in all, i know you made me stop.. to enjoy the goodness of the world.