the beauty of freedom, totally captured in this picture.
i guess, in our pursuit of life end goals, freedom came into the picture once awhile. freedom we seeked when we were young and freedom we are seeking when we get older, they all are from different categories arent they? even with the current GE coming up, you got a choice, the motto of one of the party's involved in the GE, just further elaborate the point of freedom of choice isnt it? but what exactly is true freedom? we're always so busy trying and working hard to gain what we want, but are we really enjoying the freedom, or are we just slaves to something else that we dont know existed? Jesus din die on the cross for nothing. He died for us to have the freedom we all should have. i guess, there's a need for conviction before you all can understand what this freedom is.
anyhow, i'm feeling the heat of "snatching" my SIP placements now. with the extremely limited choices we have. i guess the whole world is getting started with their resumes and cover letter. and i'm still left thinking what i really wanna do. why in the world am i even in this course. goodness me. i shouldnt even be thinking about this now. but oh well. i need to find one day, have a cup of nicely brewed coffee and look into the future i want, and He wants for me. but in any case, i will start doing up my resume and perhaps a very general cover letter? hopefully there will be new addition to the list of companies available for me that can WOW me.
enough about SIP. School's starting proper tomorrow. and will be seeing my classmates tomorrow. hopefully they're a good bunch, no free loader. *cross fingers* but then again, God told us to love one another, He din say love the ones you like only. so i guess, i have to step back once awhile and look at the bigger picture. not easy, but i'll try.
slacked the whole of May day. i must say, this must stop. cant be wasting my life away like that. but in any case, if its any of a consolation to me, i started on my reflection. haha.
well, not exactly in the best of moods now, partially because i've been thinking a lot about some issues. much as i really want to talk to you, but i feel there's nothing left to talk. i do miss the silence over the phone with you. but, i dont know, i feel that you are so much like a stranger after what i've heard. i know very much i shouldnt depend on that, but on who i know you to be. but it just kinda affects me a little i guess. dont exactly think you know its about you, because it probably never did affect you about talking with me. oh wells.
anyhow, kiddos having CT tomorrow. seriously pray that they'll be calm to handle the questions placed before them and that they'll all, well, not all, but some just stop watching tv at the wrong timing and study. all the best! daddy God is with you all.
