Wednesday, May 10, 2006

now what?

i seriously dont understand why blogger is in chinese! haha. i start to hate listening to documentaries in chinese. especially if you have to write notes for your reflection. and when you listen to it, you write in english. because its such a chore catching every single word and translating them in your brain. in fact, when you have to take down almost everything a person is saying, you just feel that the whole world is speaking in a speed too fast to even understand. haha. but in any case, i still love chinese as a language. and i think when you communicate in chinese, its rather intimate too. (:(:

ohohoh. my dad was sharing with us on sunday what pastor said about talking on the phone. pastor says that talking on the phone is the most intimate way of communicating and that's where a lot of emotions are stirred up. so perhaps there's where homosexualism and all sorts of bgr begins. haha. i think its true to a certain extent. it definitely is a tool for you to grow closer to another. but building up of such relationships. i dont know man. haha. so far, nothng happened.

been trying to fix my poor baby. apparently, we finally got rid of that idiotic and irritating pop up. and scans shows that baby is fine once again. but i know something is still not right with baby. something is preventing me from going to the internet now. sigh. praying that nothing will happen to baby. though i had back up, but the thought of getting all the programmes back, just just.. puts me off in a way. gonna do a final scan before i shut it down and prepare for bed. need to get everything required done by tomorrow. dont want to drag anymore.

i think i should stay in school to do work. haha. everytime i'm home i feel tired. terrible.okok. i think i should type somemore stuffs.. then we'll see what else i can do tomorrow. send by tomorrw will be the best. then at least i have more days to shuffle. praying hard the interviews can be like late late afternoons or even saturdays. ok.. i think the companies are all so efficient. haha. okok. i think i let it be.. tomorrow i'll stay back and do work. (:

i love daddy and mummy and jiejie.
i love my buddies and friends.
i love God the most. (:(:(:(:

He blessed me at 12:21 AM



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