sigh. tell me what do you want me to do? do you know how horrible i'm feeling. you're making me feel so useless and all. i dont know what to say i dont know how to react you left me hanging. so what can i say?
i din mean to say those stuffs to you. but i just want to let you know what i was feeling. how you made me feel all these today. whose fault is it? mine or yours? i tried so hard to focus today. thank God i managed to focus when sermon begins. but worship.. sigh.. i feel so so bad.
i had anger raging inside of me. i tried to subside. and i know the reason why it did subside, was because He was working within me. and also because i know i promise never to be angry. but now, tell me, really, just tell me, what do you want me to do? what you are feeling? because, i'm really am feeling tired of guessing.