sometimes i feel i'm too old to be a small girl. sometimes i feel i'm too young to be a big girl.
its the time where you feel you're neither here nor there. haha. i know to some people, i will never grow up, i will always be their little kid. that's obviously my parents! haha. and some of my friends. like my 2 bestie in poly. though they always disturb me and ka ciao me, but i know they never stopped worrying for me and ya, their nagging never stop! haha. then there're times where i need to take up the role of a big jiejie, that's pretty much when i'm with the kids, or else i think i'm forever the baby of the group. haha. its nice to have people looking up to you and all. but know what? i still very much prefer to be the baby of the group. (:
but of course, i wouldnt want to like waste my friends brain cells of worrying for me. i know i cause people around me a lot of worries at times. trust me, it wasnt intentional. and i know its high time i grow up and take care of myself, so that you all wont be wasting brain cells worrying for me. haha. but i guess, the occassional hugs and all that i get from you, its enough to keep me going and working hard. you know how sometimes its such a chore doing something. and so, i really thank God for the people around me. added much love and laughter to my life. although there are times of frustrations and all. HAHA. ok, that wasnt supposed to come out.
in any case, just a little update. i've decided to take up the offer. i think its a very good opportunity for me to learn so many things. and from the time i take up the offer, its time for me to learn to let go of other opportunities that might be coming my way.
let's hope today will be a good one for my issue presentation and french test. =/ oh yes, and project. so many things to do. BOO!