Monday, June 05, 2006

What Are You Thinking?

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I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,I don't want to take you,
but I don't want to be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.
(Chorus)
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you, I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,I keep thinking something's gonna change.
(Chorus)

And there's no way home, when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
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whenever you hear sad songs, you just get sad even when you're happy. maybe the world of music should create more happy songs. so humans wont brood about unnecessary stuffs. but i guess, maybe its when you're feeling super sad, then you can write and sing such great song. by the way, i love the song sometimes love just aint enough. i guess sometimes, things wont just be the way we want it to be. yeah. and i'm reminded of this quote i read somewhere. if someone doesnt love you the way you wanted, it doesnt mean that person doesnt love you with their all. well, around that line larx. you get the gist of it.

i had a great sunday. really. just talking and hanging out with the people. and i like lunch time. with FARPX. we chatted quite abit and i think its cool larx. (: i think the cell should lunch more. because like, always just have cell and we go back to our own life, quite sad. anyway, after lunch went back to church for some meeting. and i think there's a lot of reflection done. not very in-depth for me though. but i think i should start doing something. yeah. we had a time of worship and prayer and sharing. i think its cool. really. then we had some rehersal thingy going on. i think its gonna be a lot of fun. i was laughing a lot though. haha. when there's middle cloud, there's rubbish, and so, there's my laughter too!! (: ohohoh, there's this super duper cute boy, even i like him, yeah, we wanted to know his name, and guess what he told me? he said, NOYB. and i was like, huh? and he say, NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. *ouch* so rude, but still so cute. =/ and middle cloud likes the other boy, who looks very DUH. hahaha. its funny. *shrugs*

at night, chatted with someone i havent been talking to a lot recently. hear her whine and all. haha. but i think i enjoy talking to her a lot. its like, i feel very comfortable. and if you're reading, dont be too smirk about it! hahaha. i feel quite bad i wont be there for her when she needs to whine in a week plus to come though. hahaha. but it will be fine you silly girl! (: and i think i should stop talking to someone online, cause its tiring explaining my thoughts because chatting online is the worse medium ever if you dont understand your friend well. and i think we lack that. *shrugs*

anyway, i slept really early yesterday. 10 something. amazed? hahaha. i was drained out larx. oh well. i still feel sleepy now, but i seriously need to study. so i better do so before i go out and meet my bestie. (: i'm having buffet FINALLY. (:

sometimes things doesnt seem as simple as it is. but i'll just let things be the way you want it to be. cause sometimes love just aint enough....

He blessed me at 10:18 AM



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