Dear God, its me again, i am so far from where i could have been. Dear God, i would be incomplete But you came and touched my life in time of need. So i'm thanking you For all you've done, and for sacrificing your only son.
That's why i'm writing you this letter To let you know i love you. Thank you for all that i am. and for being a friend. Lord my love for you never ends.
Dear GOd, its Shawn this time, i'm so grateful for the way you change my life I give you all i have, i just throw it all away For a chance to walk with you through heaven gates That's why i'm thanking you for your love and your grace I don't deserves these blessings that you give.
Dear God, as a humble man I come to you like a child Needing your knowledge, your love, and your guidance, Lord Thank you for trusting me with my own life's decisions But I'm just a man, and I don't deserve This incredible life that you've given me I love you Lord, I love you Dear God, it's me Wanya I'm so sorry, so sorry for living for me But I promise from this day on I'm living for you cause without you my life means nothing ________________________________________________________________
this is a song by BoyzIIMen, Dear God. think its a very pretty song. and just when i'm feeling a tad annoyed and frustrated, this song came, so ok larx. i'm really curbing my temper if you must know. haha. nah. its not about the projects but some other stuffs. but oh well, i'm fine now.
today was reading my QT material, and it talks about sanctification. woh! big word. i really think its so hard to die. die to the world and stuffs. leaving everything behind. no wonder its a big step and decision everyone have to choose about discipleship. and this is a test larx i believe, that when i come out of it, i'll be stronger in my faith and everything else. but really, its so tough. it's hard to love the world, really. it can only be done through Him.
and to think i feel frustrated about loving people at this point of time when i'm like so busy with work, it's just additional burden larx. i'm gonna ignore ignore ignore!!!! basically, i kind of hate the workaholic me.. but then again.. its then when i feel like i'm really doing my part in getting good grades, (besides having His grace larx), and to be honest, i feel really satisfied after submission even though my body feel as if its breaking apart. its just some ego thing i guess.
anyway, quite scary. ths week i thought of 2 people at different period of time, and when i chat with them realised the time when i thought of them, they were sad or feeling lousy. AHHHHH. i better pray when someone pop up in my mind. dont want anyone around me to be sad. but then again, what about me?! hahaha. ahhhhhhhhhh. i'm annoyed.
ok, i should leave for the lib soon. better do the required research and go church. and i need to pray for myself.. so i'll be ready for everything and anything.