i cried a tear/you wiped it dry/i was confused/you clear my mind/i sold my soul/you bought it back for me/ and help me up/ and gave me dignity/somehow you needed me/you gave me strength/ to stand alone again/to face the world/ out on my own again/ you put me high/ upon a pedestal/ so high that i could almost see eternity/ you needed me/ you needed me/ i cant believe its you/ i cant believe its you/ i needed you/ and you were there/ and i will never leave/ why should i leave/ i needed you/ cause i finally found someone who really cares/ you held my hands/ your hand was cold/ i was lost/ you took me home/ you gave me love/ that i was at the end/ i turned my life/ back into truth again/ you even called me "friend"/You gave me strength/to stand alone again/to face the world/out on my own again/you put me high/upon a pedestal/so high that I could almost see eternity/you needed me/you needed me
boyzone so rock my world man. i miss boyzone!! haha. its the time of the year where i think about all the old boyband that i once liked. haha. now, i just think boyband are bands that cant sing. oOps. no larx, not my kind of genre. actually, i had no intention to blog until i clear all my projects, but i'm so stressed and frustrated i dont know what to do. so, just rant it out abit, or at least talk some rubbish. haha.
i believe truly that God brought me through my previous 4semesters of chionging project, and he will bring me through this one again. but you know, sometimes you just dread it, but when its over, you think back, they are quite a memory eh? from sem1 till now, the chionging of project just make me grow even more. really. oh well, much as i dread the process itself, but i think at the end of the day, when the project is done, you just feel so happy that you dont care about all the sleepless nights already. and well, i havent exactly have a sleepless night. God has been very good to me. but you know sometimes, you just feel frustrated and i dont know, its the period where i would just blast at anyone i dont like and dont even bother about trying to love them. hahaha.
on wed, i waited for 30mins for my bus to go home, when i could have gone home and be back in school already. so i was naturally annoyed, since its 9+ at night and i'm all tired and stuffs. so when the bus finally came, all i wanted was a seat and then i can happily listen to my music and be home. then out tampines library, the lady sitting beside me got down, so there's an empty seat beside me. i refused to move in, cause i'm alighting the next stop. and its gonna be so troublesome for me to cross over the person who might be sitting at the seat along the alsie. so everyone got a seat happily at that bus stop except this guy. and the only seat left was the seat beside mine. So this is the conversation i had with God.
G- move in amanda. me- no i dont want. G- move in amanda. me- no i dont want!! i'm alighting the next stop. so troublesome if he is not alighting the next stop right? G- just move in amanda. me- i dont want larx.
and when i reached my stop, the guy got down the same stop as me.
haha. i repented larx after that for not listening to God. and God was nice, nono, he's always nice. (: he superb! (:
ok larx. i better get back to work after close to 2hrs of break for my lunch. HAHA.
dear God i pray that you will be with the kids and R & J and the team for the summer camp that is ending today? dont know. but Lord you know it clear, i pray that whatever that had happened during the week will cause an impact in the kids. thank you Lord. and i pray for peace at heart for the people around me too. i love you Lord. (: In jesus name, amen.