I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU!! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS TO ME?!?! AFTER SO MUCH I'VE DONE FOR YOU, AFTER GIVING YOU ALL THE LOVE I HAVE, THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME. WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR LESS THEN A YEAR MIND YOU!! I KNOW I DIN WANT YOU INITIALLY, BUT WHEN WE GOT TOGETHER, I TOOK CARE OF YOU, I LOVE YOU, AND I JUST WANT TO GIVE YOU THE BEST PROTECTION, CAUSE YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME. BUT LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE. BREAKING MY HEART LIKE THAT!! DO I DESERVE ALL THESE?! INITIALLY, EVERYONE TELL ME YOU'RE NOT WORTH IT. BUT I THOUGHT, HECK, YOU'RE ALL I HAVE, I'LL CHERISH YOU LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS. I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR NONSENSE!! IT'S EITHER YOU CHANGE, OR WE'RE FINISHED!!! SO MY DARLING O2, WHAT'S THE DEAL NOW?
hahahaha. it sounds as if i'm gonna break up from a relationship!!! i cant take it, i just had to do it. hahahaha. but anyway, stupid O2, breaking my heart like that. now i need to find spare phone and send this silly thing for repair. well, it's working well now, after align-ing the screen for a million time, but, its gonna go off after awhile, and the connection of network is just crazy too. so i'm gonna send for repair. sigh. really dont want to change phone. many reasons, one of which, i'm really kinda attached to it since it's been with me for quite awhile, though it is really kinda troublesome to sms. but i guess it feels weird not seeing me carrying this gigantic bomb around. hahaha. another reason is, i've got no contract to renew or whatever larx, so a new and nice and good phone is gonna cause me a bomb. then thirdly, i've got no moola!! anyone wanna contribute to "give manda new phone" funds? hahaha. sigh...
anyway, watching my lovely samsoon is seriously entertaining. so love the show!! there's love, there's humour. and i'm a sucker for such shows, even though i dont like the idea of it happening in my life. i very much prefer to entertain myself with just catching a glimpse of my eyecandy and go mad for awhile and stuffs like that. hahaha. just like what happened this afternoon. it's AGAIN ok mind you. maybe its just fate! HAHAHAHAHA.
sigh, you all probably wouldnt know what i'm blabbering about here. but its ok. i'm entertained! anyway, i studied finished for this friday's paper, arent you all proud of me? gonna start to revise again after samsoon. i love samsoon!!! hahaha.