ok larx, i dont dread work. i just dread waking up early in the morning when the sun is not even out. goodness. its gonna be like that for 5months. well, 4months and 3weeks, if you wanna be exact. =/
actually, it would not be that hard to go through if i set the right attitude and maybe with a few others friends with me? ya larx. its the people that make working or even studying fun. that's why God created people what. or else adam will be all alone until now which is like dont know how many trillion years.
in any case, i really thank God for the weekend rest that i manage to have. its like, erm.. haha. 14hrs of sleep on sat. how cool? (: and now, i regret giving in to my tiredness this afternoon and took a nap, which results in the situation now, whereby i cant sleep, and that's why i'm here blogging!!! ahhhh.. nonono, i must start correcting my life already. the internet has taken too much of my life already. the amount of time i'm online, probably can pay back my mum's whole life of going online. REALLY. my mum dont even bother using the computer. my mum is cool ok. (:
yeah, have to slowly surrender things up to God. sometimes ar.. i really dont like myself. i'm quite er.. childish and stuffs. but then ar.. i'm also reminded that there's no condemnation in God's family larx. quite hard sometimes, i guess cause i'm just too SELF concious. but when i am not right, i make stupid and silly mistakes lor. so i also dont know. and my sentence structure is going from bad to worse now. hahaha.
anyway, saw this very cool t-shirt when i was going back from mango (went to collect my pants). the t-shirt wrote.. "No, i wont go out with you" hahaha. i told my mum, what a nice shirt to buy. then the people you dont like ask you out, you show that person ur shirt. HAHA. my mum laughed ok.
aiya. actually i was online like until 9+ then i got frustrated over some stupid issue and i decide to go off before i start saying things i dont mean it and will regret. haha. well, from this line, you probably realise when i'm frustrated and stuffs, i tend to say things i dont mean it and is not something very nice to listen to.
sigh. actually to be very frank. i'm quite tired.
nonono. dont say then go sleep now. i will just strangle you. haha.
as in, i'm tired about everything now larx. guess i need to seek Him more. sigh. i probably can expect a few other people going, AMANDA!!!! hahaha. ya larx i know i know i know what i should do. just whine a bit larx.
ok larx, gotta find passion in my work. and people, PLEASE dont come and ask me for discount or whatever nonsense. i'm getting tired answering you all about that larx huh. just give me a break. NO DISCOUNT! even my parents cant go larx. siao. and please, i work in the office!!!!!!!! ok. too lazy to explain. i probably tell you about my experience if i like to. or maybe if you're special enough to me. HAHA. so, ya larx, dont talk to me about my work. just make me happy! (:
ok larx, i'm frustrated now also because i'm left with 6hrs of sleep and i cant sleep. sigh. maybe i should try counting orang ultans. HAHAHA.