my head is not thinking straight now. the world just seem to spinning non-stop. i wonder why i have to go through all the rubbish sometimes. but i know, if i hold fast, i will see the light soon. just send me someone, or even a word, or peace. i just need to know that you're there. cause i realised, you're all i ever wanted. you're the perfect one for me. so dont't.. don't leave me this way. just let me stay in your embrace.. now and forever... _________________________________________________
the importance of being in silent and solitude never din strike me. but i guess, yesterday was a good one. no verse came to my mind, all that was present was just His sweet presence, that got me wanting more. yesterday's worship was awesome, because He is awesome. i couldn't even sing a word, moreover a song, cause i was just in awe of His presence. Oh man, i want more of the passion, more of the desire, and more of the dreams and vision.
today, was great. haze gone, and i feel happy. (:
turnout for small cell wasn't exactly encouraging as time passes. but i believe He is gonna do some work. just gotta continue submit the girls up to heaven. i dont want to be bothered by numbers, i want them to grow properly. and just grow to desire more of Him and be passionate for Him. not giving lip service, but rather showing it through their actions. yeah.
went over to help qing a little while with yiying. was fun spending that short period of time with yiying larx. sweet girl, definitely growing. (: and i feel quite bad that i couldnt help qing much. but when i left, blu and the rest came. so ok larx. haha.
then went to suntec. caught You, Me and Dupree. super dumb larx. i guess my name now is amanda-ness. HAHAHA. then went for the edu-fair. got a little more insight on furthering my studies. but still thinking about it. gonna need lots of advice and of course His guidance.. then left for ed's place for bbq, which i din eat. haha.