If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart. If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love him/her, feel honoured that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage, do not cause pain. How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different. If you fall in love with another, and he/she falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame, let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time. Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you. All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. ___________________________________________________________________
the above was something my dad shared with me sometime last week. quite amazing, and was force to put on the thinking cap as well.
hmmm. comparing to last week, i'm really a much happier person now. Thanks to this family of 3 sisters. they are the sweetest thing that ever happened to me. and all 3 of them are always so sweet to me. haha. they make me feel super loved. (:
also, many thanks for all the prayers, cause i am starting to feel his hand move in everything throughout the last week. and it was really awesome.
but there's just a little bit more unknown sadness in me. so continue to pray for me ya?
ahhh. let's hope the 2 days of mc will not give me the biggest shock tomorrow at work. sigh. it should be fine right? ___________________________________________________________________
its not about you leaving me, its about you loving someone else more..