i hate how everything is happening now, when responsibility, commitment and many things are just right in-front of me. and i know i HAVE to take them up and move on. but i cant anymore. i'm tired.
i do not NOT love you.. but i'm just tired being there and being forgotten. i do not NOT want to believe.. but i'm just tired believing and allowing myself be disappointed time and time again. i do not NOT want to move on.. but i'm just totally drain off all my energy to move on.
someone, make my life easier.
stop giving me the expectations to live up to. cause i really cant.
sigh.
maybe this 2 weeks have been relying a lot on my own strength, that's why i ran out of energy.
oh Lord, come and fill me.
will u stay with me.. or are you leaving me alone??