Friday, February 23, 2007 before someone actually decides to murder me for not updating (last update was feb14, it's just 1week!!) i think i better do something, like type erm.. WOH! haha. hmmm.. yesterday was the last day of school for me. interview went well, she commented i did pretty good for my paper except for my lousy referencing. HAHA. but all seems good and surreal? i don't know. its like, i completed 3years of diploma education!!! i'm a poly graduate already! but i don't feel a sense of urgency, or any thing life changing.. i'm still me. maybe because i'm just a slack lil'girl. hahaha. i could remember how my best friend now tried to befriend me on the first day of school, or rather orientation. we were both eating chicken rice and not talking. can you imagine how awkward that whole scene is? oh well, now we're great friends for your info. (: life has been very plain sailing.. i don't even know what i'm doing with my life. gonna become a tv freak, computer geek, i don't know. i need a LIFE man. like go out watch movies with friends, drive around the little singapore island (of course i must get my license first larx..) go EXERCISE (its really long overdue.. but my mum don't really allow me to do much.. ahhhh) and i don't know, maybe relive my love for cooking (like get down to cooking nice food.. i miss those times).. ok it seems like amanda is dead (not physically larx), cause all i do is sleep, watch tv, watch anime, play games, sleep bla bla bla.. ok.. i do eat.. but that's about it right? *shrugs* hmmm.. now that i've graduated, i also have to plan for my life like going uni (big headache) and i don't know. what do i do the next few months? do i go hunt for a full time job to get moolah and gain experience? i don't know.. i'm stuck at a stop line, stop sign. i have many roads in front of me and i don't know which one to choose.. it's bad, cause i'm gonna turn 20 this year (not very soon but oh well).. i need something LIFE CHANGING!!!! sigh, i guess the bottom line is, amanda you need to grow up! in so many ways... Labels: crossroad, graduation, life He blessed me at 12:26 PM |