Wednesday, March 21, 2007 1. met uncle blu and jo for lunch at chinatown.. 2. drank kopi after lunch 3. shop at people's park 4. mrt back to church 5. discussion 6. make our way to tampines ikea 7. ate chicken wings 8. shop around ikea 9. go home 10. eat dinner 11. read up on the universities 12. fill up SMU application 13. got stuck doing so at the writing part 14. friend called, so got disrupted and end up talking to friend. 15. friend went to sleep 16. friend asks questions about some stuffs 17. spoke to my cousin regarding his grandma.. (poor boy, totally heartbroken over his grandma's death...) 18. supposed to be doing budget, but i'm here at blogger. yeah, that's pretty much my day. i've decided to do smu application like tomorrow or something. since the application date closes on the 10th. seriously, the more i read about the requirements, the more confidence got deducted.. sigh. well, if it's His will for me to stay in Singapore, He will provide the way. so many things to think about, but i'm just so distracted and random. is it a syndrom of youths nowadays? the X generation? dont know, been having lots of dreams lately about results, leaving singapore and stuffs like that. quite a nightmare and tiring sleep i must say. dont really know what the dream is telling me.. haha.. but maybe i'm just too anxious about things.. especially about the subject of furthering my studies and on driving.. oh gosh, i really need to not fear doing nothing.. cause they are actually time for me to think about my life. its important decision to make man.. oh well, to my beloved cousin.. being cousin for our whole life, i have seriously not seen u when u were sad.. guess we weren't that close when we were younger or simply because we dont meet up as much as we should be.. and i'm really happy that we've been going out and meeting up.. really feel the family bond and really love u and the rest a lot. heard the news of your lost.. and i really have no words to express my concern and sadness for u too. but please know that i'm here for u, the rest of them too.. if u need to meet up, i'm free to do so.. i pray that the Lord will be there to take away your family and your hurt and grieve.. most importantly i lift your grandma up to God knowing that He is just to do what is needed. though i'm not sure you'll see this post or not.. but well, i guess these are words that i did not tell you before.. however, i'm sure you know how important you are to me! Labels: future, life, my family He blessed me at 11:41 PM |