Tuesday, March 20, 2007 ok, before i continue, show u all this group of people, one of the favourites in my life eh? we grow up together, sadly we weren't exactly close when we were younger. but well, we're trying and its going on fine eh?  er.. i think its a little small.. but never mind larx.. (: yeah! my cousins!!! oh well, nothing much happened recently.. but that is because of my mundane and terrible lifestyle. oh ya, i've officially become the unofficial graduate of temasek polytechnic. and NO, did not feel any life changing experience. haha. got my last semester result, a tad disappointed but nonetheless, praise God for giving me the gpa above 3. nothing more to ask for! (: and of course the A i got in year1 for my language was a great consolation from God after the big 'O's episode. still can't believe i got c5 then. hahaha. well, that's my only A in the whole result slip. but i'm not upset. sure enough, all my close friends have all the As and Zs on their result slip, they do well, and i do envy at times. but i know i did my best and what i got at the end is nothing but from the grace of God! not trying to be humble or anything, but simply because i'm aware of my own weakness. God brought me far even though i did not do well for PSLE and "O" level. he made me excel as much as my capability allows. though i'm just an average student, i know i'm more then an average kid to God.. that's all that matters. ahahaha, yes yes, at times i feel inferior especially since i have such an overachiever sister, which i am extremely proud to have! hahaha. but my sis encourage me too, in different ways. and i can see that my parents are really proud of my achievement as much. so i think its cool and great! (: oh well. now that i've got my last semester's result.. its time to get cracking for my uni application once again. i'm still not very happy that Singapore still leave so little place for poly students, allowing only the super duper smart people to enter uni.. and having majority of the singaporean students leave the soil of singapore for another country. it doesnt make sense.. but well, i guess i will learn much more out of singapore. probably a lot on living and surviving out there and being flexible and stuffs towards lifestyle. have been thinking a lot about going over to aussieland for my studies. i guess as much as it is something my parents feel that i should complete, i still believe that it is a luxury. moreover, i think never did anyone think i could make it that far.. hahaha. but a lot of adjustments to make and go through for the next few months. it aint gonna be easy but i believe if its his will and plan for me to leave singapore to grow, then he will be there for me. think i'm still like a little baby needing lots of encouragement and attention and stuffs..so that i know i'm loved, people care, i will be willing to take that step of faith etc. yeah! ok, now i have to pray for early test date so that i can get my license before i fly off.. so please pray along with me.. and i am pretty serious in changing my lifestyle.. so pray that my will is strong and that God will be the one guiding me in my new lifestyle.. yeah.. to john! u promise you'll read this post.. so u better read till here! hahaha. i miss you.. i want to go back kunming larx.. but we have to see what's God's plan for me.. moreover it cost $$$ u know? hahaha. oh well.. u stay happy and be good and study your han zi.. hahaha.. Labels: education, family, God, life He blessed me at 3:22 PM |