Monday, March 26, 2007

Way Back Into Love

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end
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ok, Miss Tay got me addicted to this song.. heard it yesterday, and when i woke up this morning, it has been replaying in my mind for like forever? haha

yesterday was the most tiring sunday ever this year for me!

had meetings after meetings from morning till late afternoon.. afterwhich Miss Tay drove the few of us from church to esplanade. Miss Tay rock my life! (:

went for dinner at kenny roger where Miss Toh, Miss Lim, Miss Alee, Miss Elee, Miss Ng, and of course Miss Tay was present! it's back to the first wohwoh gang.. haha.. but of course the few missing ones like Miss Sim and Miss Rlee were dearly missed by us. (:

well well, we had a few I Am Fxxxxxa games.. starting with Geek! haha. so we had the sudoku challenge.. it was Miss Toh against Miss Tay, Miss Alee and Miss Elee. but well, looking at how poor thing Miss Toh was, having the slightly more difficult puzzle, both Miss Lim and myself decided to help a little.. with of course adding some distraction in the process.. HAHA. but well, Miss Toh emerged as the winner Kudos to Miss Lim and myself.. er.. nono.. kudos to Miss Toh. haha..

then dinner came, and the 6 hungry ghost just couldn't resist the wonderful smelling chicken and ribs anymore, and so we gobbled up every single thing on the plate before proceeding to the next game. In the mean time, Miss Ng finally made her appearance!

so, up next was the Artchitect segment! Miss Toh would have to select another opponent and this time round, Miss Ng was selected. for this, we had lego bricks prepared and both parties would have to design and build a house that has to be sturdy and useful! both were given 5minutes to allow their creative juice flow out through their hands. however, both exceeded the sipulated time, so the judges had no choice but to put an end to their creation!

before the judges say anything, both contestants had a 10sec presentation to explain their creation, afterwhich, the 2 houses have to undergo a 360degrees sturdy test whereby it will be thrown from a 10cm height to test how well it is built. this round, Miss Ng won the glory. However, Miss Toh was given the whole lego set to allow her to practise for her future competition!

the last game was the Shopaholic segment. whereby Miss Toh had to memorise the different dresses and arrange accordingly. well, most of us weren't around as we had went to the washroom to make ourselves look a little prettier.

So, the game sort of ended after that and we paid the bill before leaving kenny roger. At this point in time, Miss Ng was then leading the way to bring us to Novo to change the size of the shoes for the few birthday kids.. er.. LADIES. (:

Miss Toh probably thought the surprise ended, and in order to let her really be surprised, we had to pretend nothing is happening, but lure her to be walking together with Miss Ng whil the rest of us were supposedly "shopping" and "looking" around. when she had finally lost sight of us all, we then made our way to esplanade to get ready for the second part of the day.

Miss Tay and myself went to her car to get most of the logistic stuffs as well as our very own fashion labels. we then made our way to the terrace roof while Miss Lim and Miss Elee went off to buy the cake after settling some stuffs up at the terrace roof.

As soon as both Miss Tay and myself reached the terrace roof, we went to change our set of clothes and get ready. In fact, we shifted the location. While Miss Elee and Miss Lim were getting the cake, Miss Alee, Miss Tay and myself were just trying to keep our composure as well as taking some beautiful picture for memory sake. When Miss Lim and Miss Elee came back, we rang Miss Ng that they can make their way to the place. At this point, something happened! The lighter ceased to work!! it was almost devastating as we definitely did not had time to go down to get another lighter. Therefore we decided to make do without any fire.. for the candles that is. During the period of waiting for the arrival of Miss Toh, we also made a selection of song for her to walk down the aisle.

When Miss Toh arrived, Miss Tay and Miss Elee brought her to the ladies to change as well as to give her a makeover? uh.. YA. At this time, Miss Lim, Miss Alee and myself were just out there getting ready for the erm.. wedding and other logistical stuff.

After close to 15minutes of wait, Miss Toh emerged from the ladies, looking as pretty as ever, (just that her blue dress seem nicer on her..) As she walked down the aisle looking towards her future companion for the next 10yrs, she was filled with so much joy and excitment (not really, she was just laughing cause she couldn't believe what was going on..) upon reaching Miss Lim, the whole atmosphere was just perfect with More Then Words playing at the background (more so for being the funniest thing that has ever happened..) At that point, Miss Alee hand over to Miss Toh her most dearest companion for the next 10years, with blessings from the rest of us, and being announced by Miss Lim..

Well, we're pretty sure Miss Toh and her companion for the next 10years or maybe 9years.. depending on her loyalty (HAHA) will live happily ever after.. or rather.. she don't have much choice.

A good cutting cake segment would put a beautiful end to the wonderful episode, however, we just din get a big enough cake for that segment, so Miss Toh had to make do with a chocolate cake from Chocz. (:

Well well, even though the whole episode of acting and surprises end there, it sure did not end our closely knitted friendship. even though i must admit that i ain't exactly close to the whole group, but knowing only a few of them at a higher level, this group of people never fail to make each other feel comfortable and loved. that's what i guess friends are supposed to be. (:

to Miss Toh,
you know, you're perhaps the closest friend i have in the entire group, and the only one who can make me go crazy with all your nonsense.. but you're also one who make my heart melt with all ur love and concern showered upon me. this friendship means more then a dime, a hundred, a thousand or even a million. i definitely would not trade anything for this friendship! and i sincerely thank God for such a wonderful friend i found in you! a year older, but it also means you're a year wiser then me now! haha. may this true heart of love for people you have spread around the world, bringing more people into His kingdom! there's so much i have to say to you cause you have done so much in my life. but i guess, there're no words that can ever express it. in any case, i hope through yesterday's surprise you'll feel a little more loved then before. in fact, let it accumulate, cause you're LOVED! heee. stay happy always, cause you once told me, that's what your name means! and i can be happy just being with you! (erm.. my name means fit to be love, so you mix with me, you're also fit to be love.. haha)
cheers to the many years of friendship we have and more to come! i know this friendship will last, cause it was arranged from up above! (:
yours sincerely,
your proclaimed lucky star, your sister, your friend
Heng.. (: [it's in your favourite colour.. and guess what? it's mine too! (:]

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