Wednesday, April 11, 2007

我怀念的

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说
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seems almost 2weeks since i last bloggeed.

can't seem to find things to blog about.

ok, i lied! haha

i do have lots of things to blog about. but whenever i'm sitting infront of the my darling and upon reaching the blogger website, i just lost all train of thoughts.

yeah, updates will come very soon (i hope).

at current moment, maybe you all might want to indulge yourself with SunYanZi's -我怀念的.. haha. i must say that this song is absolutely yanzi larx.. but i still like it. HAHA..

as you can see, i'm not someone who embrace changes wholeheartedly. need to prove to me the change is good before i will embrace it wholeheartedly..

lots of things going through my mind and questions.. but i know if i keep my focus on Him things will fall into place.. cause His plans is always to prosper me.. i should REALLY stop standing in His way, lest i get prosper.. hahaha. this is something i told my girl, never did expect it to hit me hard too..

i'm amazed that i've been waking up around 8ish and stuffs like that, maybe its a call to a whole new lifestyle! hee.

alright need to bathe and meet buddy for the most awkward lunch session before class..

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